kritter

I want to be bad
And not even care
I want to go out of my head somewhere
I want run crazy
Like the dogs in the yard
I want to cut the rope
But it's getting so much harder

I'm getting restless, tired, agrivated, I have a little aprehension about some recent choices I've made. then again...the alternative isn't much better.

You know what I want, and I don't mean to sound morose is a friend. I mean a real friend, not an aquaintance or a caual relation. I think I'm a little "sad" right now becasue I'm thinking of someone who I considered my best friend ever. We made a huge mistake though, and tried to be more than friends. Well...you know the rest.

I REALLY miss someone who challenges my mind. We used to talk about movies, and politics, and wine, and food. we traveled to Europe together, and went on wine tasting week-ends. *SIGH* Oh well.

I'm boring you, aren't I? I guess i'm temporaily insane.

I'd really like to add more, but things have been slow this week. It's almost Friday though.

Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art... It has no survival value; rather it is one of those things that give value to survival.