kristoph

he can't hold a grudge
and dwells on the present
and when he drops you a line
it'll be like a bomb
(& with what number exactly baby? you've always had mine)

"c'mon now sweetness
it starts with an S
and it always came hard to your lips"

("it took you long enough" she said)

and i said "boom"

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work
sleep
work
sleep
work
sleep
work
sleep
shave your beard because you realise you're making yourself look older than you need to - still get told you look your age.
work
sleep
work
sleep
work
quit?

i reeeeeeally want to update. but i have done nothing of interest. nor is there currently any drama in my life...

so what i will do instead is shameless self promotion...

on the 29th of this month my band is playing the Coleford Music Festival in the Forest of Dean.
anyone who happens to live round that area or can be arsed to come support...
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*star wars is awesome
*i bought a new big muff today (snicker)
*my three day weekend isn't til next week
*i feel well drained

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threeeeeee daaaaaay weeeeeeekend!
every other week as well.
it seems they haven't quite realised what a sweet deal they've cut me (aside from the 7am start of course)
on the weeks where i'm working saturday i get the monday off...hence three day weekend BUT i only work til 12pm anyways so i still gets most of the saturday and the whole sunday to myself!
oh...
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oh the joys of napping!
i loves it i tells ya.
yup.
i have nothing else to say.
except in my new job i can go my whole shift without seeing either a manager or a customer and now i know exactly what my role is i can get on with it unhindered!
whoop.
go team stockroom!

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all i can think is that you read this and thought i was trashing you.
i wasn't. i was just...frustrated.
yeah, maybe i shouldn't write it here where everyone can read, but i sometimes forget that this isn't my own private journal.
other times i know it isn't and do things on purpose.
this wasn't one of them.
i dunno.
just...talk to me...even if it's...
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ok. you ALL MUST CHECK OUT MONO!
seriously.
premiere japanese instrumental geniuses.
the bassist had a tear in her eye at the end of the last song.
and so did nearly everyone else.
so beautiful.

work is piss easy & i could be running the place.

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OOOoooga BOOOoooga!
i have my first real day at work tomorrow...6AM wakeup.
my supervisor is like half my age.
but it's gonna be hardcore & i won't have to think so much!
sweet.

so i'm off to bed now. even though i know i won't sleep cuz i'll be so worried about oversleeping.

people who say they want to be your friend then ignore you...
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we sucked ass tonight. we really did.
i was out of tune. alex forgot his chords. tony overplayed and missed his queues and john hit some hideous notes.
BUT we were still better than the other two bands.
i'm sick of playing to kids in scarves who are dancing to noise. just plain noise. and pretending like it's oh so fucking postmodern and raw....
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