kristoph

tonight i grew balls.
i stopped a guy from hassling girls in a bar.
fucking drunken sleaze touching and kissing girls he didn't know.
i can't stand to watch that shit.
so i told him to fuck off.
& he did.
the scary part is that a small part of me wanted him to start a fight so i could hurt him.
tis a side of me i do not like.
i woulda been killed. only been in one fight in my entire life.
i dunno. this sounds like i'm bigging myself up. i'm not, just something that happened tonight that made me angry.

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