kristoph

this morning i can't channel my thoughts to focus on any one thing.

i want to thank the two folk who made me feel less like a crazy bastard. it just sucks that they both live far away so i can't take them out for drinks and have existential emo chats.
and that brings me back to the problem we were talking about in the first place.
the best people. nowhere near me.
gah!

i have an anger. about everything. it's not good. i nearly throttled my friend last night because he was talking for too long about nothing when i just wanted to get home.
it sounds funny, like a situation we've all been in, but i mean i seriously nearly kicked the shit out of him. i had to hold myself back to the point where tears of frustration welled in my eyes.
good lord.
must be the red head temper coming back.

i've also been getting dizzy just turning over in bed. good sign?

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