emo post #6376.7
i need to stop drunken posting.
i need to stop drinking perhaps is the answer.
or maybe i just need to stop drinking whole bottles of jack to myself and then chasing it with beer...?
i also need to stop dwelling.
i end up making myself feel sick.
and angry.
i need to stop thinking the people who i love and who love me are going to run away at the slightest screwed up thing i do.
i need to stop thinking.
i need to find a job.
i need to go away for a while.
i need to go stay in birmingham.
...but all i'm gonna do is sleep til tomorrow afternoon.
xxx
p.s. much love to AlwaysBeingBlue for being da bomb and many thanks to SineadORebellion for coming to watch my foolish, drunken ass in action on stage. (we're normally a lot better i swear)
i need to stop drunken posting.
i need to stop drinking perhaps is the answer.
or maybe i just need to stop drinking whole bottles of jack to myself and then chasing it with beer...?
i also need to stop dwelling.
i end up making myself feel sick.
and angry.
i need to stop thinking the people who i love and who love me are going to run away at the slightest screwed up thing i do.
i need to stop thinking.
i need to find a job.
i need to go away for a while.
i need to go stay in birmingham.
...but all i'm gonna do is sleep til tomorrow afternoon.
xxx
p.s. much love to AlwaysBeingBlue for being da bomb and many thanks to SineadORebellion for coming to watch my foolish, drunken ass in action on stage. (we're normally a lot better i swear)
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kickinglovers:
no worries.. i enjoyed it.. well.. the second part of that other band was pretty lame.. but your shit was good.
poppystrike:
Beginning of March is fine with me. I need money x