Thanks to everyone for the kind words....it helped and I am feeling slightly better, but just as everyone else, I have my moments.
Today I shot my set....came out good!
So now I'm attempting to force my comp to send the files over but they're too large...
so i might have to mail in a cd. ughhhh
Watched the Butterfly effect and Night at the...
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Today I shot my set....came out good!
So now I'm attempting to force my comp to send the files over but they're too large...

Watched the Butterfly effect and Night at the...
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vampiresoldier:
I'm sure your set will be awesome, too bad it's goign to take a while to be up in the site.
cunninglinquist:
cant wait to see your set either

Lately I've been pretty depressed. It didn't show until yesterday though. I cried on my way to work (which is VERY unusual because I never ever cry) and then when I got to work I barely talked to anyone and had to hold back tears. Everyone was asking me what was wrong and I didn't really know what to say. If I told them what...
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openwounds:
depression sucks.... i would say feel better but it probably won't help...we should get drunk

tangledupinblue:
Hey there, I just surfed here on some wave of linkage and got caught by your journal. Hope you feel better by the time you get around to reading this. Take Care.
CHECK OUT THE WARPED TOUR PICS!! (more to come)
Well...Warped Tour was awesome. Except for me feeling like complete crap for the last 2 hours. I still feel like crap, debating on whether or not I want to go to work, I really don't think I'll last the drive. But anyway...we got to Englishtown around 8am and started drinking. Met up with a few friends...
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Well...Warped Tour was awesome. Except for me feeling like complete crap for the last 2 hours. I still feel like crap, debating on whether or not I want to go to work, I really don't think I'll last the drive. But anyway...we got to Englishtown around 8am and started drinking. Met up with a few friends...
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openwounds:
I left feeling pretty much feeling exactly the same, people backed away from me when I got on the path cause I looked/felt like a Junkie. It was all worth it though.
karma:
You really wanna go get a pedicure with me? I'm down,
I get back from SC on the 22nd, so any day after that is cool. Yeay!

I have so much going on right now! It's amazing. It really makes me appreciate my life so much more. Today I dyed Mike and Tore's hair. I bleached Mike's hair practicaly white, then I added some turquoise highlights, it came out unbelievable. He's not too fond of the turquoise though. Tore's hair is black with some blonde highlights and a few green/blue highlights. I...
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ivicgurk:
i don't know where i find them i guess i'm just lucky
actaully thinking about it, they find me, kind of wierd i think. i never actually thought anoyone read my damn journal, nice to know that someone else out there thumbs through other poeples thoughts like i do.


vampiresoldier:
I hope you have fun watching Hanson and come back without any mental injuries from it
But seriously, have lots of fun.

I poured instead of sprinkling black pepper all over my breakfast. That really sucked because I have nothing in my house to eat that's relatively healthy. I haven't gone food shopping and mom buys crap. It sucks having two different diets. Actually, no, that doesn't suck. Pouring black pepper all over your breakfast sucks.
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openwounds:
Black Pepper, ewww. Donna did indeed chop off most of my hair, it was very liberating.
derceto:
i hope work flew by and that you got to spend some time with your friend today. and problems like your breakfast one are why i avoid salt and pepper at breakfast, i'm too sleepy and accidents happen


Joe is really confusing me. I hate this! Why can't I meet anyone? What is it about me that absolutely prohibits anyone from trying to have a meaningful relationship or conversation with me? Ugh.
Well, I wanted to see Joe tonight and he told me to come over when I could stay. So I told him "that won't be for a while" and haven't talked...
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Well, I wanted to see Joe tonight and he told me to come over when I could stay. So I told him "that won't be for a while" and haven't talked...
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rumrunner:
awwww suwki suwki
in other news I hope you have a BAD ASS time at warped tour I wish I could be there to wipe the sweat off your ?
You know relationships are a dicey thing to say the least but you do what makes you happy and if this bloke if just jerking you around then just tell him to shove it.
AHHHHHHHHHH thats better sorry tention breaker had to be done. So like I was writing do what you want and be with the ones you want and on that note I have to go save some burnning babies from a building
in other news I hope you have a BAD ASS time at warped tour I wish I could be there to wipe the sweat off your ?
You know relationships are a dicey thing to say the least but you do what makes you happy and if this bloke if just jerking you around then just tell him to shove it.
AHHHHHHHHHH thats better sorry tention breaker had to be done. So like I was writing do what you want and be with the ones you want and on that note I have to go save some burnning babies from a building

cunninglinquist:
i bought a dvd, vcr combo, even though i have two other vcr's, cant find the remotes and they are ancient. and my dvd player is about ready to buy the farm so i got the combo. also i can copy from my dvds to tapes and that is sweet.
Had to make a quick edit to my journal hahahha Anthony KIEDIS (i couldnt spell either haha) didn't sing with them, it was JOHNATHON DAVIS. lol i was listening to the rhcp when i wrote that....
Chain of events from today:
-woke up at 7:30
-Rich met me at my house around 9:15
-went to Daniela's to load up the coolers and get Daniela, Lana,...
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Chain of events from today:
-woke up at 7:30
-Rich met me at my house around 9:15
-went to Daniela's to load up the coolers and get Daniela, Lana,...
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derceto:
i just realized that i never popped in to say hi and welcome to SGNJ. i need a new brain i think, this one is too damaged
well.......ummmmm......welcome to SGNJ
i really wish i could have hit project revolution, but it just wasn't meant to be. its not too bad though, caught korn twice in the last year or so, but i did really want to see snoop.


i really wish i could have hit project revolution, but it just wasn't meant to be. its not too bad though, caught korn twice in the last year or so, but i did really want to see snoop.
abitdelerious:
sounds like it was a great show
Okay...so my hair is fricken awesome. This is my fave cut yet. I can't even describe it...it's great. I'll have pics up one day haha. Right now I have bright red dye on my head. Lets hope it turns out that color though. Can't wait to be platinum blonde again...i miss it!
Vinny told me he'd sponsor a hair show for me at Joey's! Aaannnndd...
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Vinny told me he'd sponsor a hair show for me at Joey's! Aaannnndd...
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openwounds:
It's up in the air as of now, but I'll definately try
iggy:
can you do my hair its begging to look cute again....



So today....worked 9-830. Not too shabby. Iggy is awesome...Don't let anyone tell you any different. Not like they would. Who wouldn't love someone who is a suicide girl solely to promote world peace?
Jeremy finding me is totally random and crazy. Jeremy if your reading this....don't stop. We have to hang out again! Are you going to Finch on the 4th at Starland?
Who's up...
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Jeremy finding me is totally random and crazy. Jeremy if your reading this....don't stop. We have to hang out again! Are you going to Finch on the 4th at Starland?
Who's up...
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openwounds:
We do have to hang out again. Also Ironically I was looking for Jay yesterday and you were hanging out with him. small world. Sadly I'm not going to Finch, I had to take off Sunday for Curiosa fest. and next Saturday for Warped, so the boss is like no more days off.. I'd go to QXT's if you're going this week? Yeah I should stop by considering you work across the street....
P.S. Iggy is awesome
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P.S. Iggy is awesome
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cunninglinquist:
and currently unemployed. oh well
Just got home from working an iron today. (9-9 in non-branch brook speak) It was rough, I must say. But I got through it. Then went to Cold Stone for the best ice cream in the world. I have to work irons Mon-Tues&Thurs this week because I'm going to Project Revolution on Friday. Not very excited for some reason. I guess because linkin park, korn...
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openwounds:
Wow! That's awesome when someone you know suddenly pops up on Suicidegirls. How's it going? Haven't seen you since Alkaline Trio....
boxofficepoison:
I got him to sign up, but he went gray. coke confessional