krista

"I am an excitable person who only understands life lyrically, musically, in whom feelings are much stronger as reason. I am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. Anything I can not transform into something marvelous, I let go. Reality doesn't impress me. I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape, one way or another. No more walls."

--Anais Nin, July 7, 1934 from Incest

It might just be nearing the time for a decision. I keep reminding myself that I do not need to rush things.

But I will not hold back any longer.