Oh my goodness. The funeral is Friday. What on Earth am I going to do? I'm terrified that when I get there and I see him I'm going to break down. I mean, I've cried a few times recently, cos it'll randomly make me sad, but it still doesn't feel like a real thing. I feel really uncomfortable. What am I going to do when I get there and see that it's permanent? How am I going to deal with the fact that my dad is gone? I can say it here. I can say it to everybody. i can talk about it over and over, but eventually I feel like I'm just going to explode. I don't know how to keep my sister and my mum from breaking down. 
Poor things. This is all just so difficult, and I dunno how to handle this situation. Either way, here's some of his information from the funeral home, if you guys wanna know some stuff about him.
Dad's Obituary
Video Tribute To My Dad
Now, since I've flooded you all with this terrible happening of what's going on in our lives, I feel I should robably cheer you up with some things that aren't really sad, huh? That might be just the thing to do. Well, here I go.
I pretty much adore this. It's some mean shit, huh?
I dunno why we do it, either. All I know is that women are evil psychotic bitches. xD
This is such a majestic, and amazing photo.
Dat fox.
Is that an excuse people actually try to use?
This is beautiful. I dig it, and it applies to all of you. <3
This is so immensely me. :3
I have no idea what this is from, but I love it when people make jokes about doing crack. :3
There's a buncha pictures of me that are all almost exactly the same. xD
Dem feels. I know them.
So much lulz. I adore this so much.
That's me making a mustache face on Skype. Yeaaaahhh.
This is how I feel when I friend request people and they don't accept.
This is sort of how I feel about all the stuff that's going on with Dad right now.
ALL of you need to look at this. 'Specially cos you're on here. xD
Awwww.
Those are both just good time photos. I enjoy them immensely. They're rather attractive if you ask me.
I would so marry my bed, and all I do is worry, so I need to start looking at that photo.
That's all that I have. My apologies if any of them are repeats from previous blogs. It's a sad time if I did. But there you go. Hope they cheer you up. Typing and talking about something other than the situation cheered me up. Thank you, guys. You're all wonderful. <3
Love,
KrissyJean
Poor things. This is all just so difficult, and I dunno how to handle this situation. Either way, here's some of his information from the funeral home, if you guys wanna know some stuff about him. Dad's Obituary
Video Tribute To My Dad
Now, since I've flooded you all with this terrible happening of what's going on in our lives, I feel I should robably cheer you up with some things that aren't really sad, huh? That might be just the thing to do. Well, here I go.
I pretty much adore this. It's some mean shit, huh?
I dunno why we do it, either. All I know is that women are evil psychotic bitches. xD
This is such a majestic, and amazing photo.
Dat fox.
Is that an excuse people actually try to use?
This is beautiful. I dig it, and it applies to all of you. <3
This is so immensely me. :3
I have no idea what this is from, but I love it when people make jokes about doing crack. :3
There's a buncha pictures of me that are all almost exactly the same. xD
Dem feels. I know them.
So much lulz. I adore this so much.
That's me making a mustache face on Skype. Yeaaaahhh.
This is how I feel when I friend request people and they don't accept.
This is sort of how I feel about all the stuff that's going on with Dad right now.
ALL of you need to look at this. 'Specially cos you're on here. xD
Awwww.
Those are both just good time photos. I enjoy them immensely. They're rather attractive if you ask me.
I would so marry my bed, and all I do is worry, so I need to start looking at that photo. That's all that I have. My apologies if any of them are repeats from previous blogs. It's a sad time if I did. But there you go. Hope they cheer you up. Typing and talking about something other than the situation cheered me up. Thank you, guys. You're all wonderful. <3
Love,
KrissyJean
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krissyjean:
I appreciate it, everyone. Really. You're all so helpful. <3
bravowolf:
I suspect you, your mother and your sister will all break down. Sometimes, you have absolutely no control over this sort of thing and there is nothing you can do about it. You are better to just let your emotions out, and if that means crying so much that it hurts, then so be it. Just don't go bottling up your emotions to try and be strong for your mother and sister, as you'll end up freaking out later. Hope you manage to get through the day <3