krissyjean

It has begun. The miserable feeling that I'm going to be old and alone and have a billion pets. Fuck my life. No matter what happens, I can ALWAYS find something to be miserable about. I hate it. :/ I would love just once to know what it is to stay happy. I'm so abnormal. And yes, I know my consistant whining is annoying. I hate it, too. These days, I'm hating on EVERYBODY, and I would adore just staying happy for a while. I get sick of feeling miserable all the time. It's irritating. I'm so emotional recently, too. Maybe there's something fucked up in my head? Like, isn't nineteen a bit old for teenage angst? Or is it typical to cry all the time and feel like everybody hates you? I dunno. I'd love to know, so I don't feel like such a whiny bitch all the time, but I might just be a whiny bitch. How do you know the difference? I swear I didn't always feel this sad, though. I'd love to know what changed in me. It's like tears are always JUST at bay, ready to fall. It pisses me off, honestly. I absolutely abhor crying. Oh well, fuck it.

So, that awkward moment when your parents are getting high in the kitchen. O.o;
Is there a certain way to respond to this? Like, who goes through this crazy shit? haha. I'm not pissed off or whatever, I'm just not sure how to react. O___o;

Also, I got a new dog. His name is Skidamerank E. Slinky. Or Slinky for short. He is a purebred dachsund. I got him for free....Have some random pictures to catch up on my life?









So much Slinky all at once, right? I love him. He's potty trained, which is good, since I'm fucking retarded and can't potty train a dog, apparently. But that's what he looks like He's five years old. And a freaking sweetheart. He will lay with me for hours (Which is fantastic, considering I intend to sleep every minute that I may possibly be sad) and will bark if he thinks I'm in danger (Sort of irritating, considering the sound of cars and motorcycles outside, and our heater kicking on are apparently threats). I just adore this dog, with every fiber of my being, and I intend to use him as a motivation tool to get me to work out. (He adores walks and such.)

And here's some more pictures.


This is Jen and I at the Apple Fest.



Rocke and I on a carosel? (How the fuck do you spell that?)


Some more Slinky, apparently.


That's me.

That's me being a naughty angel. I didn't buy those things, because I have no money. Ever. I would like money, though. My friend just got a camera, and I love it, and I want one. I'm so jelly. :/

That's me at BDUBS(Buffalo Wild Wings) for the first time. I love that place now, by the way. Yum. And there blazin' sauce is just oh, so delicious with fries. YESSS!

That's Rocke and I. <3


This is a pretty picture. xD
Attractive, isn't it?

I've not been into much. I'm watching Due Date this instant. I'm digging it. ;D
Zach Galifanakis is KING! =)

Also, this:


Sorry for the huge lack in posting. I still love you all.