I've been feeling...interesting today. Sort of disconnected and such. I dunno. But that's not to say that it's a bad day. It was laid back, for the most part. There was a bit of stress with Mum and Dad, over nothing, but when isn't there? I went to Wal Mart and got me some groceries with my mother, and got some Taco Bell. I also got a badminton net, and it came with racqetball(racquetball? I dunno), a smashminton set, a volleyball, and something else I can't remember. I don't know who I'm going to play with just yet(I'm sadly lacking friends), but I'm really happy that I've got it now. 
I guess part of today was shitty. Dad's head was hurting really bad again.
(this is the third day in the row, if not the fourth) So, I told him to go to the doctor, and he really made me sad, cos he was like "No, they'll go into my brain and I won't be here anymore." It bothers me, because he's probably right. He's getting really bad, and it scares me. I love him, and I don't know what I'll do if he dies. Well, when he dies. He's had a stroke, and they had to drill a hole in his head cos there was too much pressure on his brain about a month or two ago. I'm really worried about him. A few hours later, we were watching "The Fifth Element" and he was like "I'm sorry I can't talk." He makes me so sad. I don't know how to fix it anymore. I feel really helpless.
On a bright note, I've got an awesome friend In John(No last name, because I don't know if he'd want it mentioned on here. But he's ordered me a pair of heels! He's the coolest cool person I've ever had the pleasure of knowing. Like, he's awesome! Who does that for someone?
Also, I found a hat I want. It makes me sad.
Awesome Hat, Yo!
Jack Furret's running around the house day and night right now. I have no idea where he is at the moment, but he's been a cutie here recently. Aside from taking my shoes and hiding them under a chair. > I have to lock them all up now. Stinky ferret. (Not really. He smells pretty, and nature-y.) =) Anywho, that's it for tonight, I think.
I guess part of today was shitty. Dad's head was hurting really bad again.
(this is the third day in the row, if not the fourth) So, I told him to go to the doctor, and he really made me sad, cos he was like "No, they'll go into my brain and I won't be here anymore." It bothers me, because he's probably right. He's getting really bad, and it scares me. I love him, and I don't know what I'll do if he dies. Well, when he dies. He's had a stroke, and they had to drill a hole in his head cos there was too much pressure on his brain about a month or two ago. I'm really worried about him. A few hours later, we were watching "The Fifth Element" and he was like "I'm sorry I can't talk." He makes me so sad. I don't know how to fix it anymore. I feel really helpless.
On a bright note, I've got an awesome friend In John(No last name, because I don't know if he'd want it mentioned on here. But he's ordered me a pair of heels! He's the coolest cool person I've ever had the pleasure of knowing. Like, he's awesome! Who does that for someone?
Also, I found a hat I want. It makes me sad.
Awesome Hat, Yo!
Jack Furret's running around the house day and night right now.
I have no idea where he is at the moment, but he's been a cutie here recently. Aside from taking my shoes and hiding them under a chair. > I have to lock them all up now. Stinky ferret. (Not really. He smells pretty, and nature-y.) =) Anywho, that's it for tonight, I think.
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nickherdmann:
you're too kind. all i see are flaws
krissyjean:
O.o;