So... today is easter and guess who has to work??? grrr! im so tired. i wanna lay in bed all day. i need a cuddle buddie. v.v SADNESS! my kitty is cool but blah! im sick of being single. There is no decent person in this shitty little redneck town. 
So... my goals for the next year: (i figure writing it down will be helpful.) 1. STOP SMOKING!!!! i hate cigs and im so discusted with myself that i started... deppression SUCKS! 2. Save up money and stop buying stupid things that i dont need. (this will never happen btw, make money to spend it right?ha! im just a kid after all. no rush.) 3. Spend more time with friends and family and start living again. pft! 4. and stop changing my mind so much. i annoy the hell out of myself sometimes!!!! >.<
So... thats all for now. <3333333
Blah, im gonna add to this a bit. im starting to find the whole life thing to be a bit confusing. all the things i love im looked down upon because of. uggg, i feel like a weirdo but i like who i am. and i hate everyone out there that puts thenselves on a petastool (im a horrible speller btw) because they go along with what everyone says. it discusts me, everything, everyone. why cant we all just live the way we want and enjoy our lives, THE WAY WE WANT! bitchy mood. bitchy mood. have to get it out somehow. hearts to everyone whos strong and happy and going their own way. props! <33333333333333333
So... my goals for the next year: (i figure writing it down will be helpful.) 1. STOP SMOKING!!!! i hate cigs and im so discusted with myself that i started... deppression SUCKS! 2. Save up money and stop buying stupid things that i dont need. (this will never happen btw, make money to spend it right?ha! im just a kid after all. no rush.) 3. Spend more time with friends and family and start living again. pft! 4. and stop changing my mind so much. i annoy the hell out of myself sometimes!!!! >.<
So... thats all for now. <3333333
Blah, im gonna add to this a bit. im starting to find the whole life thing to be a bit confusing. all the things i love im looked down upon because of. uggg, i feel like a weirdo but i like who i am. and i hate everyone out there that puts thenselves on a petastool (im a horrible speller btw) because they go along with what everyone says. it discusts me, everything, everyone. why cant we all just live the way we want and enjoy our lives, THE WAY WE WANT! bitchy mood. bitchy mood. have to get it out somehow. hearts to everyone whos strong and happy and going their own way. props! <33333333333333333
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Youre cute.
Took me three tries to quit smoking. Did it cold turkey each time. After the initial week my cravings went away. Easier if you have something to preoccupy your mind.