so my aunt anna is not doing well @ the hospital, they are basically just trying to keep her comfy. she is so holding on, she has no idea that she is dying. she thinks that i am bringing her home soon. god, this is so damn fuk'n hard. i m the closest thing to a daughter that she has ever had.
i've been mad nasty w my friends and family lately. esp. my best-friend that moved here from virginia. part of it could b that she is now w the boy that i had sex w multiple times this year. i thought there was a rule. i mean, i never really expected to b with him, but it kinda demotes things when he fux me and then tells her that he wants to make it work w her all in the same night. treat me and her w a little more respect u fuk'n anteater!!
anyway, im cleaning the apt. visiting my aunt to feed her dinner. going to have a 3some with my married friends, and then probably getting fukt up. that is my out of control solution for now
i've been mad nasty w my friends and family lately. esp. my best-friend that moved here from virginia. part of it could b that she is now w the boy that i had sex w multiple times this year. i thought there was a rule. i mean, i never really expected to b with him, but it kinda demotes things when he fux me and then tells her that he wants to make it work w her all in the same night. treat me and her w a little more respect u fuk'n anteater!!
anyway, im cleaning the apt. visiting my aunt to feed her dinner. going to have a 3some with my married friends, and then probably getting fukt up. that is my out of control solution for now
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r0nin:
Sorry to hear about your aunt.. 
Hang in there..
Hang in there..
lemuria:
im not really too sure how i stay so positive all the time. i just see beauty in so much and am very optimistic all the time. i will be your personal therapist. 
just try to stay as positive as you can around your aunt. and remember that thoughts are things...energy follows thought...and i hope you had a nice day out of town. 
just try to stay as positive as you can around your aunt. and remember that thoughts are things...energy follows thought...and i hope you had a nice day out of town.