krispette

i don't want to b a negative nancy, but shit! this sux. my gr8 aunt (like a 2nd mom 2 me) her hubby died at the age of 40ish. she has been alone always. this past year she broke her hip and never really recovered. she is 83. she weighs like 90 lbs. anyway, just Friday, she falls again and smax her head open. ambulance etc. she had to get 12 staples. her hair is allll pink. she is still alone. will not move in2 a home. i went to her place on xmas to clean the "murder scene" area. it was awful. i finished today. phone wells filled w blood. my aunt never had kids, but she has a neice thats a nurse and she lives near to her but the bitch doesn't want to b bothered and sponges off her old mom (my grammy) . what the fuk! i h8 my family. i don't know what to do. why am i trying to do whatever it is?? i am so lonely and sad and i miss my ex and she kant even be my friend and talk to me about this serious matter. we were friends previous to our realtionship, now i am just written off. who wants to h8 the world w me?? i HAV to get out of this bad mind frame right NOW!!!