kris

L. came over to my house last night. She hugged my grandmother, but didn't even touch my shoulder when I said hello and let her in the door. She gave me two pictures & a letter. One of the pictures is a senior photo of her. On the back she wrote, "My how things and times have changed! You're the one person that has always seem to understand me. I think our paths are forever entertwined."
The other is a really old photo of her and I, back in 8th grade, sitting under a tree talking. That's what we were always doing: talking. It's funny how things change.
Anyway, the letter was all "I miss you"s and "I think we should hang out"s and "Can I call you?"s. You know. Anyway, I called her this morning and said that she could call me. That she could IM me if she pleases. That we could talk. I will never be as trusting with her as I was before, but it would be nice to have someone to talk to every now and then. We'll see.

Also: tonight I am lonely, and feel stupid for some of the things I said in Brandon (XDRUGFREEORDIEX)'s testimonial. I wrote one a while ago saying basically the same thing, and I deleted it. He asked me to write it over again, so I did. Why? Probably because it made him feel good to think I still think about him. It does not make me feel good, though.
Things are dumb.