Sooo i guess it's an update time.
I'm kind of stuck in a bind right now. One of my roomates is moving to Los Angeles in a month and my other two roomates are buying a Condo together so that leaves me homeless in a month. I have a few options here. I can either try to find a new place to live and stan in San Diego or i can move back up to the Bay Area. All of my family is up in the Bay Area and i miss them tremendously but i hate that area. The whole fucking bay area can go fuck itself. Traffic sucks, it's just as expensive, most of the people are rude, and it'd be a pain in the ass to go back. The company i work for is all over California so i wouldn't have any problems with work. Now i could stay down here and live, find a new place, and do the same shit i'd be doing up in the Bay, just without the family. It kind of pisses me off because my Mom has been putting alot of pressure on me to come back home. I'm he only child and besides her dogs she doesn't have alot of other people in her life who treat her right. I'm starting to get sick of the guilt trips. She's having surgery in about a month and she wants me to come up to take care of her like i have nothing else in my life going on. Granted she's my mother and i owe her alot and if i could i would but i can't put my life on hold for 3 weeks to be her slave. So much going on i just don't know how to deal with it. That and my job is starting to get shitty again. Bleh.
I need hugs.
I'm kind of stuck in a bind right now. One of my roomates is moving to Los Angeles in a month and my other two roomates are buying a Condo together so that leaves me homeless in a month. I have a few options here. I can either try to find a new place to live and stan in San Diego or i can move back up to the Bay Area. All of my family is up in the Bay Area and i miss them tremendously but i hate that area. The whole fucking bay area can go fuck itself. Traffic sucks, it's just as expensive, most of the people are rude, and it'd be a pain in the ass to go back. The company i work for is all over California so i wouldn't have any problems with work. Now i could stay down here and live, find a new place, and do the same shit i'd be doing up in the Bay, just without the family. It kind of pisses me off because my Mom has been putting alot of pressure on me to come back home. I'm he only child and besides her dogs she doesn't have alot of other people in her life who treat her right. I'm starting to get sick of the guilt trips. She's having surgery in about a month and she wants me to come up to take care of her like i have nothing else in my life going on. Granted she's my mother and i owe her alot and if i could i would but i can't put my life on hold for 3 weeks to be her slave. So much going on i just don't know how to deal with it. That and my job is starting to get shitty again. Bleh.
I need hugs.
KRISS