kreatinkaos

Last wednesday we signed the dnr order for my brother in laws grandmother , and we are still waiting for her to pass , it seems like only yesterday she was sitting happily with my father at a b-day party , calmly puting up with his smart ass remarks .

I finally finished packing up my exes belongings and sent them to california via ups this morning , not having to look at things that remind me of her will make my life a little easier right now . She had the balls to tell me she still loves me again this morning , if she really loved me she would never have left me while I was in a coma , after all we were supposed to get married this coming february she was having a very tough time establishing herself as an entertainment lawyer in connecticut and being told that I had zero chance of survival was apparently more than she could handle.............. ......Its funny how true love works........ .....it only took her a week to make her decision to start a new life somewhere else...... ....them lawyers are a cold blooded bunch .

Well I need a nice quiet walk on the beach right now so I can unwind some