kraziegirl

I've never kept an on-line journal before, so this is all new to me. All of my employees are way into My Space, so I thought I'd do something different. My boyfriend turned me on to SG and now I'm the one who's addicted - go figure. I may very well be the perfect girlfriend. I not only encourage my man to look at naked pics of other girls, but I participate as well.

So I'm going through a divorce. My husband and I no longer talk to each other - our lawyers talk to each other. Maybe it's better that way. I'm not sure how to feel about all of this, so I'm trying my hardest not to feel anything. If I can make it until January 2nd without a major breakdown, I'll consider myself lucky.

My new flame, Matt, keeps me sane (he's not the reason for the split - just a symptom of larger problems). My "friend" Dan says I shouldn't tie myself down right away. I say "friend" in quotes because he took me out for a good time, got me drunk and propositioned me even though he knew I was attatched. So I don't drink anymore. Anyhoo, I guess I'll see how things go with Matt.

I'm still wrestling around with the idea of this journal. I mean, I write almost daily. Maybe it's because my writitng is becoming increasingly self-absorbed, and I don't like that. If I keep this journal here in cyber-space, maybe it will be an outlet to get rid of all my repressed rage, etc... And perhaps I can make some friends as well. I need all the friends I can get. Hopefully I will not be as inept at making friends online as I am in real life.

Krazie picture of me, huh? Self portrait with my camera phone. I'm really not that angry (or shiny).

For now I will sign off - I have work I should pretend to do.