hmm, what an interesting turn of events this is. Looks like I may be single yet again, I am not totally sure. We are going to discuss it tomorrow. I doubt we will stay together this has been in the works for some time. She finally was honest with herself, and then with me, and acknowledged that we are both unhappy, and unsatisfied. She says she wants to be friends which is great, I don't want any relationship (intimate or otherwise) to end badly. It just seemed a bit sudden, but not unexpected. Of course there is always that trepidation about the future lurking right in front of you whenever this happens. Hopefully we will move on and learn from the things that we did wrong and hopefully lead ourselves to more fulfilling relationships in the future. I hate to sound so gloomy about it, and I honestly don't know what she will say tomorrow about it for sure. So I will leave this one on a maybe note. She might not desire ot break up but for sure wants to move out and have some time to herself. 
ok enough gloom and doom, but of course not any less of the uncertainty - ain't it a bitch
on the upside of things school so far is progressing well. things have worked out nicely in the small groups class and the peculiarities of the teacher make the computing class a bit of teeth grinder. Its ok though, I am getting an A in the class so I am not gonna bitch about it (^_^). In my original post regarding my classes this term I mentioned that the "computer" class was probably going to be easy and the "groups" class was going to be difficult. In the consecutive post I had mentioned that it was in fact turning out to the opposite way. So far, that has held true but I am not gonna count it out until its done. So hopefully this term will go by well, if it does I am looking at one more year here then finally on to higher college.
ok enough gloom and doom, but of course not any less of the uncertainty - ain't it a bitch
on the upside of things school so far is progressing well. things have worked out nicely in the small groups class and the peculiarities of the teacher make the computing class a bit of teeth grinder. Its ok though, I am getting an A in the class so I am not gonna bitch about it (^_^). In my original post regarding my classes this term I mentioned that the "computer" class was probably going to be easy and the "groups" class was going to be difficult. In the consecutive post I had mentioned that it was in fact turning out to the opposite way. So far, that has held true but I am not gonna count it out until its done. So hopefully this term will go by well, if it does I am looking at one more year here then finally on to higher college.