This is something I don't usually do. Yes, yes, this is the update I have been promising. However, the update is of dire straits. Tonight, I feel like I fucked up. Not legal action, mind you. More... Personal.
"How?" You'll ask. Well, it's not even simple. My closest of closest friends were battling something that one of our own was... Pretty much psychotic about. One thing led to another, and all of a sudden... I felt like I failed him. I took the burden. Tried to make his problem my own. Tried to make it better. I left his company, and cried- cried- on the way home. I felt as if I did not have any power to make it better.
I made sure, after I composed, to contact my other brother. He said it was fine, and that's all I heard. I'm sure it will smooth out, but god damn. I don't leave my own in a fucking mess. I feel so weak. Emotionally weak. I'm gonna leave this here. Tomorrow, I guarantee a post. A positive one. I never thought I'd actually hear my thoughts screaming at me in the silence. Time for some music, yeah? See you soon, loves.