krab

most bad day in my life....
why?
come back from hospital....

2hours after begun my work...
spit up some bile and little blood....
go to see the nurse of my enterprise....
spit up some bile and little blood....again!!
zzoouuuu..go to hospital...
waiting...
waiting....
medical examination....X-ray...and more horrible examination!!
the Doctor says " do you have more stress, fear...?
"yes Doctor...my stomach hurts me..i havent eaten since last thursday....except little things and more alcohol!!
"your stomach is very very contracted....because of your stress, and alcohol...!!!
stop drink and smoke....
for the blood no problem, just little hurts...but keep watch over!!!
he gave me relaxing medics and antidepressants but i d'ont want this second shit...

tomorow i return at the doctor for a medical certificate...

i'm feeling so disrupted, lost....
i want to sleep, eat...
i listen Archive in loop...

very bad month, i hope the next will be better...

most crazy guys in da world!!! and a cute slug...