kr1st3n

so i lost a friend yesterday. micah. she overdosed on heroin. i guess they were in a hotel room and micah was in the bathroom for a bit when her friend went to check on her and he found her too late. by the time the paramedics got there, she was gone. it makes me sick to think that only a week and a half before, she watched that friend od in front of her and took him to the hospital herself. that wasn't enough for her to realize how mortal she is and stop doing it. she was trying to clean up. it didnt even work for a month. i shouldve been with her more while she was trying. it mightve helped her make more friends instead of drug buddies. she had had 3 or 4 friends die from heroin overdoses in the past 3 months and she still couldnt see the harm in doing it again. hell, its like plano 5 years ago all over again.

her funeral is on monday, the day after my coworker's baby shower.