kpan

well no Dark Star Fans then???(see previous blog)
Well life is continuing to throw up challenges for me....I am in a situation where work is now such a low level its almost not there...but for some reason I think its supposed to be like this...I am I guess Spiritually inclined, whatever that might mean, and so look for meaning in most things...probably too much sometimes....I read signs, pull cards and stuff.....I have been getting Transformation a lot lately...Death'Rebirth......its like something is coming to an end and has to complete before i can move on....its like the universe has gone on pause in my world...time to figure stuff out that I have maybe not wanted to look at...I have a chance to maybe go live in Senegal in a place with no electricity, well drawn water and wood collected fire cooked food..... and lots of time....mebbe a month or two..its right by the ocean and because work has dried to a trickle I can live there at very little cost and get by on what I can earn in the next month or so......a couple of pounds/few dollars a day would do it...i have co ownership in a house and would be welcomed there by the community......it would mean being away from family for that time....my kids are old enough to cope and my partner thinks Go For It...........like a short sabbatical to renew, rethink and come back refreshed and ready to go in a new direction maybe....my best friend did a reading for me today that said basically...endings/beginnings....sunshine......we shall see ......