It is 4:43 and I have to get in the shower to get to work, but let me say that I am burning the candle at both ends. I am tired, cranky, grouchy and exhausted. My feet hurt, and my spirit is tired.
Every now and then a set pops up and I have to leave the model a diatribe about why I love it.
I don't think that I have been very shy about my disappointment in some of the SG main page sets, I think the get derivative and it sometimes I internally question how they further the art form of pinups.
Take care, man. You need to make sure you get rest. We all know we need to do that, but we push the envelope anyway until our body feels like it wants to crash and burn.
I think I know what it feels like to be a hamburger. I started my new part-time job this week and I have been getting up at 4am so that I can get to work at 5am. Monday through Thursday weren't that bad, I felt like I was starting to lose some steam on Thursday but not that bad. But by Friday I was a... Read More
Man ! you are the first person in my entire life who asked me to buy a photo !
im really thankfull about that. My photography on your walls... !
Wich photo do you like ?
I don't know why, but nothing catastrophic happened, I was in relatively good spirits all day long and nothing really went fuck-o to alter that. So it felt weird to have an uneventful day. I killed myself at the gym today, we did a nightmarish work out of deadlifts and then a crazy fast, go as hard as you can... Read More
I was just going to drop you a line to recommend the poem "The Diameter of the Bomb" by Yehuda Amichai. Check it out if you havent. It took my breath away.
Yeah, still in Alamosa. I like it here, but the dating kind of sucks.
That poem shows up in a collection of his titled "The Selected Poetry of Yehuda Amichai". It is worth a look, seriously. My favorite professor let me have his copy for Christmas break. After reading a little of it, I ordered a copy of it for myself. He is an Israeli writer.
I think it is time to thin the heard on my SG Groups. When I started my membership I threw myself into the group boards and made a bunch of posts before reading what the vibe of them was.
I think, that I am going to quit the NM group because I don't live there and because all things being equal it's a great group... Read More
I suspect I'd probably enjoy chatting about literature with you, as you appear to have a sharp mind and an interesting outlook. My sincere hope is that you'll still be around whenever it is that I get my head back together.
It has been a week since the lay-offs and I have been isolating; in part because I have started a new job and in part because I am just melancholy.
The lay-offs took a lot out of me. It wiped me out. Emotionally I am all spent. But as the dust settled there was more too this than met the eye, there was a lot... Read More
I have been reading Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance and lots and lots of poetry. Right now I am in Shakespeare, Mythology, Advanced Composition, Advanced Poetry, and Oral Interpertation of Literature....
My company announced lay-offs today, everybody knew that it was going to happen, we all speculated who wouldn't be around. I knew that I was safe because I was the head of the department, but I also volunteered to take part time pay and to reduce my... Read More
I hope every thing's going well a little.
I love the page you send me of the places we live. I have a couple of streets night shoots, I would show you soon
Today is one of those days where the difference between friends and acquaintances is so readily apparent. I am just having a bad day, my head is spinning, I wish that I was anywhere else but here, I don't really have any friends that I feel comfortable talking to and I just want to say fuck it all.