kottonkandy

ok well i'm thinking this blog should be less depressing than my last two. so i found out last night that i failed that class that i got the incomplete for (i know, i know i said not depressing...it'll get better).

so i'm not sure what i'm gonna do now cause my schools are both being assholes. i won't get into details but basically i'd have to switch majors or go an extra semester or two..blah blah blah. so i've decided that i may just say fuck it and drop out. i don't like graphic design anyways and i don't want to bust my ass doing all this shit to make this right when i don't even want to do it in the first place. i'm not positive yet, but i really think its what i want to do and i think i'd be much happier. i'm always so stressed and tired and miserable because i'm always running around like a madman trying to keep up with school shit. so

anyways, if i drop out i'll probably have to start paying my own rent and whatnot, which i think i can handle. i'm starting a new job on saturday...i wasn't gonna tell ya yet cause i wanted it to be a surprise, but there's no time like the present i suppose. so yay, go me...i'll be a little bar maid. sadly i will not get to wear one of those fancy bar maid costumes that pushes your tits up to your neck. although i probably could if i really wanted to haha.

i dunno...its the weekend so i'm gonna try not to stress too much and enjoy spending time with the boy. i'm headin out to his place tonight (i LOVE it there) and he's taking me to the circus tomorrow . best boy ever. it's been a long shitty week but now that its over i'm just looking forward to getting my mind off of it. thanks to everyone who left me well wishes on my blogs, it really does mean a lot when to know that you guys care so much. hope you have a sweet weekend...although my weekend automatically kicks your weekend's ass since i'm going to the circus and you're not...unless you're at the beach. and if you're at the beach, well...you stink.

love ya lots
xoxo