I’ve been so busy with school and haven’t been able to be as active in the community. Apologies for that because I’ve really been excited about my life’s trajectory and I’ve been dying to tell you all all about it. I had a moment the other day when I was in a lot of self doubt and thought maybe I wasn’t really worthy of being accepted into the school I had been. I thought maybe the curriculum was too difficult and I felt like an imposter, maybe they admissions department had made a mistake. I then had a moment of clarity that nearly brought me to tears. I am capable. I am going to crush it. There is no mistake that I have arrived at this point in my life. I worked hard. I deserve this. Having this moment made me realize that I can be my own best friend. I don’t need anyone to pat me on the back. I did that for myself and that was liberating. I’ve always sought approval from others, but I think I’m finally growing past that. I wanted to share with you all that you are all sovereign badasses capable of achieving anything. I’ve had to go through a lot of pain to arrive at this realization that I can do anything... so if I can do this, you can do whatever you set your minds to because god knows this is a goddamn miracle.
Love you all and thank you for being the community I’d never knew I’d have. I feel at home with you guys.
@rambo @missy @sean
