kore

guns n' roses is forever



this is all i want in the world. i just want to see slash, duff and axl back together where they belong. come on guys! look at your tattoos. don't tell me you don't love each other.

i'm glad for those of you who expressed joy at my gnr updates. cuz you and i both know they aren't going to stop.

i had an okay day at school today. i'm just really fuckin glad to be home.

i told off my exboyfriend last night. it's something i had to do. i'm tired of the lie that we ended on good terms, because we didn't. i've been so pissed off at him for so long and for too long i spared his feelings. not anymore. i'm proud of myself. i feel a certain sense of relief. an unlocking of a door, possibly followed by a flood.

i do this thing where i lie to myself and only let myself feel certain things, and then when i break the lie, the truth spills out and so does every other emotion caught in the block. i expect to be feeling a lot now. and it can be a very good thing.

i've been in contact with an exbestfriend of mine. the girl i grew up with. we were best friends for ten years and then my fifteen year old self split on her. it's nice talking to her again.

things are changing, just under the surface, i can feel it. and that's good. change is good.