one of my pupils is bigger than the other one. see, look. the left one's bigger. people never notice until i point it out, but the difference is there. go study all my pictures, you will see that in every picture, my left pupil is bigger.
it's because of a bad pill i took back in my days of being a big e user. it was this little blue pill with cherries on it, i remember. i had a bad trip. i ended up lying in the bathtub wearing my winter jacket. my pupils changed sizes, and they never went back.
i like it. i don't know why, but i do.
in other news, i have a hangover. i never get hangovers anymore, so this is weird for me. maybe it's because i was drinking whiskey instead of the usual vodka.
my sister and i were drinking in toronto last night. whiskey and coke in water bottles, a sketchy alley, you know the drill. we met some people. i bought a bike for a quarter but then i forgot to bring it home.
the best news though is that i got weed. and it's really damn good weed too. i'm beyond pleased.
i got two new dresses yesterday too. and i went to the school i'll be going to this year. i'm going to be taking the stupidest courses but i don't care. it'll be easy, and i'll get it done.
i'm in all sorts of moods these days, but now i have weed so i'll be just fine.
it's because of a bad pill i took back in my days of being a big e user. it was this little blue pill with cherries on it, i remember. i had a bad trip. i ended up lying in the bathtub wearing my winter jacket. my pupils changed sizes, and they never went back.
i like it. i don't know why, but i do.
in other news, i have a hangover. i never get hangovers anymore, so this is weird for me. maybe it's because i was drinking whiskey instead of the usual vodka.
my sister and i were drinking in toronto last night. whiskey and coke in water bottles, a sketchy alley, you know the drill. we met some people. i bought a bike for a quarter but then i forgot to bring it home.
the best news though is that i got weed. and it's really damn good weed too. i'm beyond pleased.
i got two new dresses yesterday too. and i went to the school i'll be going to this year. i'm going to be taking the stupidest courses but i don't care. it'll be easy, and i'll get it done.
i'm in all sorts of moods these days, but now i have weed so i'll be just fine.
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i was just like you at your age. i wish you lived closer so we could have coffee and i could Assure you that everything will be ok.
It took me about 10 years of struggle and turmoil but I fell in love with school (something I had always hated), I got my GED, then my BS and now Im a graphic artist. I love my job, the overly kewl people I work with and the crazy big paychecks.
Youll figure out what you want and need to be whole. 18 is young. Im in my 30s and Im just figuring it out.
Good luck