"riot girls think you can stop but you're forever in her debt, because i know that you haven't saved me, and you haven't saved her yet" - courtney love
1. girls i was listening to joan jett's cover of crimson and clover and it made my heart ache. i miss girls. i miss being with girls. i miss the way it feels to kiss a girl, the feeling i get that's so different than the feeling i get with boys. boys are great too, don't get me wrong, but it's been too long since i've been with a girl. and it makes me really sad that i'll be living in bradford, where the number of out queer girls is ridiculously small. me and my exgirlfriend. i can't even explain the pull it has on my heart to hear joan jett singing "no, i don't hardly know her, but i think i could love her..."
2. boys i saw jason again. he acts so different in front of other guys. i hate that. i know inside he's a bitch boy who wants a girl like me to make him squirm. and hey, i'm willing. maybe i'll see him again tonight. or maybe i'll meet someone new. i don't mind either way. i'm a slutty girl, and apparently that is frowned apon, but no one seems to be complaining when i'm sucking on their necks. oh, and jason had a hickey. that made me laugh.
i don't try to hold on anymore. i just let the fuck go.
1. girls i was listening to joan jett's cover of crimson and clover and it made my heart ache. i miss girls. i miss being with girls. i miss the way it feels to kiss a girl, the feeling i get that's so different than the feeling i get with boys. boys are great too, don't get me wrong, but it's been too long since i've been with a girl. and it makes me really sad that i'll be living in bradford, where the number of out queer girls is ridiculously small. me and my exgirlfriend. i can't even explain the pull it has on my heart to hear joan jett singing "no, i don't hardly know her, but i think i could love her..."
2. boys i saw jason again. he acts so different in front of other guys. i hate that. i know inside he's a bitch boy who wants a girl like me to make him squirm. and hey, i'm willing. maybe i'll see him again tonight. or maybe i'll meet someone new. i don't mind either way. i'm a slutty girl, and apparently that is frowned apon, but no one seems to be complaining when i'm sucking on their necks. oh, and jason had a hickey. that made me laugh.
i don't try to hold on anymore. i just let the fuck go.
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in other words, you go, girl
i got yer zine today. i'm going to go sit outside and read it before work.
will put yours in the mail shortly.