kore

i got tested for hiv and all other sexually transmitted infections and i got the results back yesterday. i came back negative! so, i feel the need to celebrate. i had a matini with lunch yesterday, does that count as a celebration? maybe. but maybe i need to do something a little extra special... like see how many time i can make myself come in one hour.

haha.

i've been quite the jerk-off queen lately. but all my cybersex buddies are leaving me. it's sad.

i wonder how many invitations for cyber sex i'll get on this entry.

i've been thinking a lot about "where i'm going with my life" ... you know, the big questions. my sister and i are leaving this place in august. our plan is to go to vancouver, but i don't know if we're going to have the money. i'm saving up, but i'm only working part time so it's hard and my sister doesn't have a job. it's stressful.

i don't really want to go find a job and an apartment and sit down and live there. i'm tired of staying, i want to go. i wish i had enough so that my sister and i could just travel for awhile. i don't want to get stuck anywhere.

for now i am trying to count my blessings, keep a positive outlook etcetera. so help me out by telling me one (or more)nice thing life contains.

i'll start: discussions about dinosaurs, mild weather, orgasms.