kore

school has started again. i'm doing law, parenting, science and "managing personal and family resources" ... only 5 more credits till that sweet sweet diploma. i've earned five since last june. i am extremely proud of myself.

on monday i went to kareoke. i never know how to spell that word. anyway, it was lots of fun. they had gnr songs! can you believe it? so yes, of course i sang. i sang patience, november rain and since i don't have you. it was awesome.

i met lotus, malice, lisseth and elana. hopefully, i can come out to another one.

i'm in a predicament. there's a show on friday in newmarket, and i'm thinking of going because i want something to do on friday night. but you see, i am mildly terrified. it's not the exact crowd as the show where i got beat up, but it will bring out some of the people. and i'm not in the mood to be insulted, attacked or forced into drama. or "accidentally" hit in the pit. a lot of people don't like me, so it's a genuine concern.

but, i love shows. how the fuck can i let them take that from me? you know? i wish i had a tough posse i could bring with me to watch my back.

so, i still haven't made up my mind about going. but i might.

in other news, this is the picture i will be jerking off to tonight.