kore

he made his famous reappearing act.
i like it better than the dissappearing one. haha.

we sat in his car. and talked about things. i wished i were high at the time, but i wasn't. and now, it's 2 and i'm high because i'm smoking a bed time bong.

ryland, i once made out with your car when i was very innebriated. lol

anyway.

life's funny. i feel like things always come in patterns, even the customers at my work come in patterns. like one day it's gift cards i'm learning all about, and then it's fuckin voids or something, you know. there are underlying themes.

just like in life. and i feel like right now it's weird because what i'm realising is that life can really surprise you. you might expect

oh my god, not to interrupt that intense thought or anything but i just let my dogs out and now they wont come back in! and two of my cats got out!

and it's cold but i don't want to yell too loudly to wake up my parents. and i should be asleep already, but i'm not. i'm sitting here, high, typing out this bullshit haha.

anyway what i mean is, in multiple seperate situations in my life recently there has been the reoccurring theme that nothing is ever as final as it seems.

the funny thing is, i know what you mean about filtering and i do it all the time, i do it with you. of course i do. but i love it when i go out on a limb and you surprise me. sometimes that happenez,

but look at me and the way i talk about you as if you haven't been gone for a year and a half.

anyway, god, i'm too high for this lol. i need to get my pets inside.

oh god i opened the door and i dont see any pets anywhere!