Amoeba Records.
I saw her from behind...
As she turned, the world went into slow motion.
My heart leapt into my throat, and I swooned, I literally swooned. the world was spinning, and I stammered a "what the fuck are you doing here"
we talked, no one feels good, life sucks.
I had a huge post for today about how wonderful my friends are to...
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I saw her from behind...
As she turned, the world went into slow motion.
My heart leapt into my throat, and I swooned, I literally swooned. the world was spinning, and I stammered a "what the fuck are you doing here"
we talked, no one feels good, life sucks.
I had a huge post for today about how wonderful my friends are to...
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the lines demarcating what was and what is have been drawn and nothing will ever be the same.
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she's just an X I'll never want her again and again and again and again
I never learned my lesson, never. just keep living the lie and keep trying again and again and again. kept trying, while I'm dying inside, keep smiling, and I'm crying inside.I...
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she's just an X I'll never want her again and again and again and again
I never learned my lesson, never. just keep living the lie and keep trying again and again and again. kept trying, while I'm dying inside, keep smiling, and I'm crying inside.I...
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_v_:
i just recently spent the week with my ex
it was great
we worked alot of stuff out in the last few years
i do have a huge heart for her
i wish we could try again
i so wish
it was great
we worked alot of stuff out in the last few years
i do have a huge heart for her
i wish we could try again
i so wish
cakemix:
hope things are lightening up for you a bit
xxx
xxx
*ouch....
fear and loathing in LA.
Hunter would be proud, I promise...
fear and loathing in LA.
Hunter would be proud, I promise...
temptess:
Your friends are all pervy to the extreme (I think I already knew that...)
Your comment wasn't very nice...
Your comment wasn't very nice...
_v_:
i think i am having a little fear and loathing in Asheville
you would be so proud
you would be so proud
I know, I know.
I promise, it's me - not you.
I will post some jucies later today, just need to finish an edit...soon.
I promise, it's me - not you.
I will post some jucies later today, just need to finish an edit...soon.
Hmmm...
I feel like I am in LA again!
Gabrielle called with a last minute request for her fashion designers Glaza, which was taken as a fun challenge. We met at noon and decided to script, scout, shoot, edit and produce a demo for them in less than 24 hours for this reality TV show pilot. 22 hours later, the DVD is being burned, we...
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I feel like I am in LA again!
Gabrielle called with a last minute request for her fashion designers Glaza, which was taken as a fun challenge. We met at noon and decided to script, scout, shoot, edit and produce a demo for them in less than 24 hours for this reality TV show pilot. 22 hours later, the DVD is being burned, we...
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temptess:
I'm not talking to you ever again unless you call me back in the next hour! Seriously!
cheech:
In reflection on your previous journal, I am drawn to Iceland and Scotland. Cold, rocky areas...and yet I vacation at a beach next week, my friend's place in Duck NC. I need to look at my Icelandic photography book more....I also love those pics of the snow-covered monkeys in Japanese lakes. Should add Japan to my must-see list...
Another quick look at the list (yeah I know sometimes I have to think about it so I can remember why I put up with some of the bullshit...) I really need time to contemplate, and write...
Ill divide them into the inspirations and the desperations (I am desperate to see) by the *
These things shape my soul...I am so thankful, but needy...and greedy...
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Ill divide them into the inspirations and the desperations (I am desperate to see) by the *
These things shape my soul...I am so thankful, but needy...and greedy...
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koolthing:
nevermind...
_v_:
i would love to see those places
yestarday was lovely and refreshing
emmm
yestarday was lovely and refreshing
emmm
Phone Calls from the EX, long chats, things seem much simpler for the moment, and that makes me very happy.
Some AA friends were telling me at 5AM last night that the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results each time, I thought that was determination, go figure...
orange is insanity, blue is for anguish...
I can...
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Some AA friends were telling me at 5AM last night that the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results each time, I thought that was determination, go figure...
orange is insanity, blue is for anguish...
I can...
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koolthing:
no, I am up again.
it's OK, sweetie - tonight is The Viper Room and then a mad house party, I'll surely meet some naughty girls that can't get in...it's just soooo booooring...
The girl party last night has me contemplating a life of solitude...
The girls are right fuck buddies, and that is the extent of it until the right girl comes along (again)
;-)
I am just trying to get a rise out of you....relax....
it's OK, sweetie - tonight is The Viper Room and then a mad house party, I'll surely meet some naughty girls that can't get in...it's just soooo booooring...
The girl party last night has me contemplating a life of solitude...
The girls are right fuck buddies, and that is the extent of it until the right girl comes along (again)
;-)
I am just trying to get a rise out of you....relax....
temptess:
I need a FUCKING job...
I guess that's double meaning for ya...
how did you know my pressure was rising? (until I scrolled past the happy face)
[Edited on Jun 19, 2003]
I guess that's double meaning for ya...
how did you know my pressure was rising? (until I scrolled past the happy face)
[Edited on Jun 19, 2003]
Holidays can be difficult even during the best of times. Sunday was, as you may have guessed, no exception. My sister and I ended up at the wrong country club, I guess Trump is out of fashion this week...I love spending time with my little brother (he is 7). I didn't have a chance to talk with the EX's son, which was really painful. I...
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koolthing:
I think that is the silliest thing I have ever heard.
I just type faster, so it is easier to write more...
;-)
I just type faster, so it is easier to write more...
;-)
_v_:
just going to cook out and drink
maybe sit under a sprinkler
ha
maybe sit under a sprinkler
ha
I don't know if I bothered to mention I am STILL in Los Angeles.
I can't find it in myself to leave, I really feel like I need to be here right now and get things settled, as much as I need to get to Amsterdam and deal with some pressing engagements. I called the airlines Thursday morning at 5:00AM, *cough, cough* I can't fly...
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I can't find it in myself to leave, I really feel like I need to be here right now and get things settled, as much as I need to get to Amsterdam and deal with some pressing engagements. I called the airlines Thursday morning at 5:00AM, *cough, cough* I can't fly...
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fej:
I havent read it yet, But I will look it up...
trilobyte:
weird last few days, as evidenced by my *just* now getting to reading through your entry. sorry to hear about the phone - you're right, getting a good tri-band *is* tough, and worse even the cell phone stores operated by the service providers don't have many knowledgeable people on hand to provide support (or even guidance when buying new equipment).
I only cared about the title because a few ppl on the site seemed a bit thin skinned about use of the word/ I think I'm going to keep the title as is, and change around at least the front cover.
On a separate note, I'll be getting DVD Studio Pro later this week. I'd initially thought I'd hold out until v2.0 shipped, but that's now looking like late August and I figured that 2 months of getting slightly acclimated to the program was worth the $40 it will cost me to have Apple ship me 2.0 when it hits the street. Can you recommend any good programs for taking still images and presenting them in video format? One of the many projects I have in mind is to create a showcase for some of my photos & images via DVD.
trilo
I only cared about the title because a few ppl on the site seemed a bit thin skinned about use of the word/ I think I'm going to keep the title as is, and change around at least the front cover.
On a separate note, I'll be getting DVD Studio Pro later this week. I'd initially thought I'd hold out until v2.0 shipped, but that's now looking like late August and I figured that 2 months of getting slightly acclimated to the program was worth the $40 it will cost me to have Apple ship me 2.0 when it hits the street. Can you recommend any good programs for taking still images and presenting them in video format? One of the many projects I have in mind is to create a showcase for some of my photos & images via DVD.
trilo I don't sleep much.
Never could, even when I was a kid.
I would make a tent out of the sheets and read until morning, drinking cranberry juice or sunny delight out of the hospital IV bags I had stashed under my bed - the long plastic tubing snaking around my body, slurp slurp all night long. I read everything, fantasy, science fiction, encyclopedias, medical...
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Never could, even when I was a kid.
I would make a tent out of the sheets and read until morning, drinking cranberry juice or sunny delight out of the hospital IV bags I had stashed under my bed - the long plastic tubing snaking around my body, slurp slurp all night long. I read everything, fantasy, science fiction, encyclopedias, medical...
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kinto:
Electromana ? Sounds good, will check it out !
Cheers mate
K
Cheers mate
K
cheech:
hey, I missed you last weekend. I was in a bad mood, and realized you were in town Saturday but then realized I would be bad company that day to anyone but my friend Eric. Maybe bad mood isn't the right way to put it-- horrible mood. But I did look at the christening pics. I did read the above too...but I know nothing about relationships like that. I'm not exaggerating. I know nothing about the girl-boy thing (if that's correct). So it's hard for me to comment...
i love spotting beautiful people that steal my heart for just a moment in town