massive deadline pressure!
I am so pleased with myself that after all of these years I am finally managing to find ways to cope with the self-induced stress of impossible deadlines, and maniac projects. There was a purpose to the frustrations of Amsterdam after all...Normally I would be on the verge of exploding right now, cursing everyone and their spawn - firing off ranting e-mails...
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I am so pleased with myself that after all of these years I am finally managing to find ways to cope with the self-induced stress of impossible deadlines, and maniac projects. There was a purpose to the frustrations of Amsterdam after all...Normally I would be on the verge of exploding right now, cursing everyone and their spawn - firing off ranting e-mails...
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I stare into the void watching and waiting
but nothing comes, nothing...
hold my breath until it burns lungs and lips blister blue
but nothing comes, nothing...
cut once twice - am I still alive
need to feel something because the nothing is too much
need more of that pain because it reminds me something, something can be real
I look to the monkeys for...
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but nothing comes, nothing...
hold my breath until it burns lungs and lips blister blue
but nothing comes, nothing...
cut once twice - am I still alive
need to feel something because the nothing is too much
need more of that pain because it reminds me something, something can be real
I look to the monkeys for...
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_v_:
you really did explain our work and lives to a T
except i have no money saved
eeek
except i have no money saved
eeek
The Outlaw called me, I can't remember now what night it was, but he asked me if I would be a test pincushion for this girl trying to finish her apprenticeship as a piercer. She and I spoke briefly on the phone, and feeling as numb as I was, it seemed like a great opportunity to ritualize some life issues. Rick came down and filmed...
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fenix___:
Thank you,, I needed that
:hugs:
fenix
:hugs:
fenix
lots to post, pictures as well.
melting, though in the 818.
highlights:
spent time with the boy.
had new holes poked in the body.
got drunk with my piercer who happened to show up at my friends house the night she poked me!
spent a lot of face time with old and new friends.
ripped a shitload of AACs
dealt with a lot of EMO...
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melting, though in the 818.
highlights:
spent time with the boy.
had new holes poked in the body.
got drunk with my piercer who happened to show up at my friends house the night she poked me!
spent a lot of face time with old and new friends.
ripped a shitload of AACs
dealt with a lot of EMO...
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trilobyte:
The 818 is a bit toasty, isn't it? Glad to hear you got to spend time with the boy, too.
AAC's, eh? Isn't iTunes a great llittle program? Flexible enough to allow ripping and such, yet they have a pretty good ecommerce solution that makes a lot of sense logistically and financially. I hear that in November it's coming for Windows users as well, that's probably a really good thing for the industry.
Spealing of good things for the industry, I've got to say that while I understand Adobe's direction with Premiere Pro, I'm a bit saddened by it.
Dude, you need a 2nd AC adapter. One that has a permanent home in your bag, so that in the event of breakage or forgetfulness you still have a safety net...
Please tell me you got drunk with the piercer afterwards hehehe, or do you have an eyelid piercing to show off now? Seriously though, what'd you get done?
trilo
AAC's, eh? Isn't iTunes a great llittle program? Flexible enough to allow ripping and such, yet they have a pretty good ecommerce solution that makes a lot of sense logistically and financially. I hear that in November it's coming for Windows users as well, that's probably a really good thing for the industry.
Spealing of good things for the industry, I've got to say that while I understand Adobe's direction with Premiere Pro, I'm a bit saddened by it.
Dude, you need a 2nd AC adapter. One that has a permanent home in your bag, so that in the event of breakage or forgetfulness you still have a safety net...
Please tell me you got drunk with the piercer afterwards hehehe, or do you have an eyelid piercing to show off now? Seriously though, what'd you get done?
trilo
fenix___:
neat,, pain is good
black metal, uhhh.emo hardcore, uhhh...VM...uhhh...grindcore...
Spent the night in a little refrigerated room with Chaos ripping AACs while he created piles of genres, and organized the hundreds of new cds from Amoeba and reorganized the cds from the last outing...He turned me on to some amazing new shit like the mini-cds with the clear plastic surrounding (5.25") and some amazing design work really utilizing them....
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Spent the night in a little refrigerated room with Chaos ripping AACs while he created piles of genres, and organized the hundreds of new cds from Amoeba and reorganized the cds from the last outing...He turned me on to some amazing new shit like the mini-cds with the clear plastic surrounding (5.25") and some amazing design work really utilizing them....
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cakemix:
makes the taramasalata i just ate seem really lame.
and my hand is going to be ok, altho a bit worried i've damaged the nerves as its a bit numb....or maybe i've just taped it to tight...lol xxx
and my hand is going to be ok, altho a bit worried i've damaged the nerves as its a bit numb....or maybe i've just taped it to tight...lol xxx
_v_:
there are too many genres of music
too many
too many
Beverly Hills, CA
I couldn't get the song out of my head as Gabby and I strolled past the gawking tourists to The Farm. "Everything's so nice and pretty, all the people look the same, but don't they know they're so fucking lame" I enjoyed watching them cringe as the elevator doors shut and they knew that anything could happen in the next 45 seconds....
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I couldn't get the song out of my head as Gabby and I strolled past the gawking tourists to The Farm. "Everything's so nice and pretty, all the people look the same, but don't they know they're so fucking lame" I enjoyed watching them cringe as the elevator doors shut and they knew that anything could happen in the next 45 seconds....
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rawr_ima_monster:
I'm gld oyu're back in town as well. I've doen apiss-poor job of being friendly with you, and it's a shame because I get the impression we'd get along pretty well. plus you wer all nice ot me that one day when Iwas being REALLY wierd at F62.
-you're way productive. I was once, too.
Dave
-you're way productive. I was once, too.
Dave
cheech:
I'm evil maybe, but I can't help feeling you shoulda turned to them and gone "RAAAOOORR! I'm gonna eat ya!" like a cross between Sasquatch and Fat Bastard.
"No-nicotine cigarettes"? I'm baffled. Won't it clog up your lungs anyway???
"No-nicotine cigarettes"? I'm baffled. Won't it clog up your lungs anyway???
music: Charlie Parker
Perfect.
Challenging me to forget.
To be here now, forget the past and fuck the future - and thank her for the anger, success is the best revenge. I saw this little girl, posing in the window with a gun - A tribute to X. Always willing to be put to the test, revolution, viva la revolution...I like that shit. I saw...
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Perfect.
Challenging me to forget.
To be here now, forget the past and fuck the future - and thank her for the anger, success is the best revenge. I saw this little girl, posing in the window with a gun - A tribute to X. Always willing to be put to the test, revolution, viva la revolution...I like that shit. I saw...
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Now you can simply call me silly...or confused.
I love these lyrics, but can't ever live them again...
Looking out the door i see the rain fall upon the funeral mourners
Parading in a wake of sad relations as their shoes fill up with water
And maybe i'm too young to keep good love from going wrong
But tonight you're on my mind so you...
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I love these lyrics, but can't ever live them again...
Looking out the door i see the rain fall upon the funeral mourners
Parading in a wake of sad relations as their shoes fill up with water
And maybe i'm too young to keep good love from going wrong
But tonight you're on my mind so you...
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fenix___:
hmmm,, reminds me of my weekend
fej:
It was good to see you sunday. You looked a bit skinny. Hope things are well.
Today was a long day. A very long day.
Stayed at Gab's again, well...sort of slept for about 2 hours before our scheduled conference call really early in the morning with the film festival. Met with Outlaw after the CC, to go over poster designs and his contract, and then ran out to meet with AMEN and pick up footage from their last tour for...
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Stayed at Gab's again, well...sort of slept for about 2 hours before our scheduled conference call really early in the morning with the film festival. Met with Outlaw after the CC, to go over poster designs and his contract, and then ran out to meet with AMEN and pick up footage from their last tour for...
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temptess:
Dizziness doesn't die so easily and not receiving a phone call from someone you really want to talk to doesn't help matters...
Thanks Piggy, for putting a smile on my tear streaked face. Somehow the world seems a little bit brighter.
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_v_:
i wish there was a man hug emoticon in here
cakemix:
sending nice sweet little kisses and lots of tissues for your tears sweetie. well, the ones that aren't already covered in my snot anyway...love ya xxx