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OK - I finally took a few minutes to make a picture...you know how it is - always for others, never for yourself...

So it's almost midnight here, and I am avoiding more spook calls - it's daytime in Amerika...

:: damn - I am sure they are reading this - they know everything ::

I am desperately trying to seem aloof - but I...
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temptess:
Oh sugar, if you wanted some abuse, i could get out the riding crop...
googused:
Let op!
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just finished with some spook friends...

:: looking out of the window, cautiously, and double checking the VPN settings ::

it is one of those nights...and I suddenly feel very alone. It is not a bad feeling, just uncomfortable...

Let's talk about famine while I eat dinner...

do you know that every 3.5 seconds someone dies of hunger while hundreds of thousands of TONS of...
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Had a nice night out with the SO.

Euro 150 "free" dinner at a beautiful hotel - loads of lekker wine and oysters, and a bit of naughtiness in the women's room...

We deserved a little celebration after today's hell (see LJ).

March is a wash - personal Hell and MIP/MILIA
April leaves Cannes -> Frankfurt -> Amsterdam -> London -> Chicago -> San Francisco...
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You know you life is really sad when your SO says "lets fuck" and you reply - OK but let me go post on SG that we are going to fuck...

Yeah...

Well, we are going to live ghetto for a few weeks.
The house is on the market for ?775 and we are eating off of pieces of papertowel with the one fork and...
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temptess:
I didn't say "fuck", I said I would give you a massage and then we could take a nap. How'd you get...?
robtheslob:
You have paper towels and silver ware? You are livin it up man.
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Packed...
Container has left and now - well I should be happy, but I just feel like shit again. And sore to boot...
thousands of stairs and pounds of shit, and I feel like I accomplished nothing.

Whenever I feel like total shit, I turn to The Swans - my pain and misery will always pale to the words of Gira... (from The Burning World)...
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Ok so now I've been dealing with my good friend the shipping container for 11hrs
-- put a picture up in the livejournal--

EVERYTHING hurts...

really need to go see what pics the SO put up, I suspect from the frantic typing across the way she now has a hectic schedule of returns...

well...
I will have to amuse myself by trying to continue to...
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temptess:
Darling, am I really boring you? I'm sorry, I am just so addicted to SG. Doesn't mean I won't give you some sugar later...
vitriol1:
There isn't much to tell about SXSW from my perspective, sadly. I flew out of Austin Thursday morning at the end of a week long trip. I'm not in the music business and was just visiting the girlfriend (who I am thrilled about, incidentally).

I do have some hearsay and celebrity gossip. The GF works for the festival every year and has been spending most of her time at the Film Mentors event, connecting aspiring filmmakers with industry pros for ten minute meetings. I'm going to try to be there next year, but purely as a spectator.

What is this MILIA/MIP event you speak of?
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5 hours into loading the container, pictures in LiveJournal...there is so much to do today

:: moaning - I know I am on a 15 minute break to eat something and bitch about my life ::

I feel like I am living with a soft cell soundtrack in the foreground right now...

: do you know what I mean? :


All the tradegedy from The...
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Great show. such a beautiful voice.
It is pretty amazing how he snaps back and fourth from calm and melodic to insane ranting in a matter of breaths.

Saw the BP freak from th Melkweg a the show, and she seemed to have the same reaction - how can you not be speechless to hear the words you used to chant with your friends [*or...
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OK - so I am over the pouting for a minute, and shared an evening/night of deviant behaviour with my SO

:: the current agreed upon terminology that is politically correct and non-offensive to any concerned::

I am humbled...

So today - the entire day, after we managed to struggle out of bed, I played with the damn computer...
Everyone is always telling me to...
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linz:
wow! thats really awesome! good luck with you and you should definatley post of your adventures! they are very interesting! i really want to go to europe as soon as i can. it would be so rad! maybe if i come out you could show me around. ??
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Yeah...
Listen.

::looking around to make sure THEY aren't listening::

I keep spilling my heart out to that fuck - and for what?

Punishment - Reward - Punishment - Reward
Just like bad 'ol Nick said...

::taking another swig from the bottle::

When you take the time to lose yourself - really lose yourself, everything seems to snap into perspective. All the things you thought...
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koolthing:
Linz...
Sorry - I didn't answer your question.
I came to the Netherlands to do Application and Human Interface Design for an Interactive Television project with Microsoft and UPC (the cable company in Amsterdam)...

Three years later I found myself alone and bitter in a three quaters of a million dollar house - and dot com boom - unemployed 6,000 miles away from "home".

So I have been doing a lot of soul searching and voulenteer work with kids and computers - which - the truth be told, is much more fun, and makes me feel better than the abusive entertainment work ever did.

The pay is better, though - so I am going back to the real world soon...

:: hopefully not too soon ::
temptess:
If you don't update this, I'm not going to write you anymore. Oh, and you've been a BAD BAD BOY!