Tuesday May 06, 2003

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my soul is filled with contradiction
like the diva sings in the old Motown disco
"if there's a cure for this - I don't want it, don't want it"
Even though the words choke and meaning is lost
I still struggle to find a voice...
I sit sewing up the ends, sadly stitching the unmendable
in time we're falling apart together...
but I am alone
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trilobyte:
perhaps these lyrics fit... try them on, turn them up.

everything...
i'm invisible...
an erazor of love...
why dont you call me i feel like flying in two...
i'm invisible...
an eraser of love...
why dont you call me i feel like flying in two...
an eraser of love...

i don't dream. (ice cream.) i scream so much.
you know what i mean. this electric stream.
and my tears in league with the wires and energy and my machine.
this is my beautiful dream.
i'm hurting no one. hurting no one...
i want to give you everything.
i want to give you energy. i want to give a good thing.
i want to give you everything. everything...
in one final scream of love who could climb this high she looks beautiful
like a child i feel tears. and i want to scream.
you know what i mean cause this is hurting no one. an erazor of love.

hurt. the necessary feeling.

why dont you call me i feel like flying in two...
an erazor of love.

skull trilo skull
trilobyte:
well, you know me, somewhere deep inside me, embedded at the core, i do believe it's the music that can set you free. and when you can find the right words (something you can connect to the way you feel) to the right music, it can truly be uplifting...

i had the live cd in the cd player the last day or two, and on my way home from the hellish day job last night i got to the cowgirl track just as i got to the golden state. and just as the beat kicked in, traffic seemed to open up for me... as i was zooming along bouncing in my seat and singing along, it struck me how much i was connecting to the song. amazing how a song you know and love can take on such a new meaning or mean that much more when the personal life and perspective changes....

Don't you worry about LA, it'll be here.

skull trilo skull

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