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Saturday Apr 19, 2003

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I remember playing house
And I thought it would last forever.

She made me feel like anything was possible
Through broken dreams and promises it may still have been

I remember when she danced for me, and the world melted away
Those words still haunt me, in the dead hours of night while I struggle to make peace

I keep grasping for tattered threads, but they have long been severed by cold words - idle threats. There is something that has changed forever, and the pangs I feel in my chest the butterflies in my stomach the salty tears on my cheeks, none of these things can bring the comfort I found in her smile, in her touch, in her presence.

I remember playing house
And I wish it could have lasted forever.
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trilobyte:
I know about pedialyte (btw, the regular lemonlime gatorade also has the right chemistry... the other flavors don't)...

Fortunately, I'm not in as much pain as Mr. Skull would have you believe. Sorry you couldn't make it, but I totally understand the place you were in. It will get better, and there will be other bbq's...
Apr 19, 2003
jaygray:
Been there too. Felt the pain and I'm still alive.
Apr 19, 2003

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