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Packed...
Container has left and now - well I should be happy, but I just feel like shit again. And sore to boot...
thousands of stairs and pounds of shit, and I feel like I accomplished nothing.

Whenever I feel like total shit, I turn to The Swans - my pain and misery will always pale to the words of Gira... (from The Burning World)

"I Live In An Empty House
There's No-One There But Memory And Me
But I Loved A Woman Once
One Hundred Years Ago For A While
When She Left Here She Was Filled With Hatred
And With A Second Child
Now I Heard Nothing Ever Changes
But Nothing I Touch Has Stayed The Same
Everything Just Turns To Poison
That I Have Loved Or Made
So Bury My Children's Children
In A Deep And Lonely Grave
Anything Is A Cause For Sorrow
That My Mind Or Body Has Made
There's A Fire On The Water
There's A Hole In The Sky
There's The Devil Coming Down For Me
To This Room Where I'll Die"

What the fuck happened to him that he can write like that.
again...

:: I am HUMBLED ::

I know I need to spend more time writing my own thoughts and feelings here, but I am just so exhausted, and overwhelmed - I feel like just going to sleep.

So I am doing what I can right now - all of this will be over soon, and I will have some time and space to do what I need and want to do for a while.

current music: Hero - Ministry