koolthing

Amoeba Records.
I saw her from behind...
As she turned, the world went into slow motion.
My heart leapt into my throat, and I swooned, I literally swooned. the world was spinning, and I stammered a "what the fuck are you doing here"
we talked, no one feels good, life sucks.

I had a huge post for today about how wonderful my friends are to have opened their homes, their hearts, and their lives to help me mend my shattered one.
Gabrielle, Dean, Casey, Marina, my family...
they have been so amazing I want to cry thinking about how much it must hurt them to see me like this.

I'll post it soon.

now I have to be wounded again for a moment, and try to put the pieces back together, as long as it takes.

things are finally coming together with the work scene.
we have contracts coming in, and Gabrielle is amazing.

fuck it...fuck it...I need to go listen to some loud, hard music, and put things back into perspective.

love all.