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Friday Jun 06, 2003

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The challenge of the day was coming to terms with my own sense of entitlement. I was unhappy with our room, with the situation...
I bitched and manipulated in order to get my way - which I always do.
We are now in a nice junior suite, with two rooms, and I felt relieved, like I had received what I deserve. Granted the fact that I have been a loyal customer and stayed with them in Istanbul, Cannes, Amsterdam, London, New York, LA, Brussels, Paris...you get the picture - I have been a loyal customer, and don't feel like I deserve to be given a shit room in severe disrepair. I feel justified.

I saw an old man fall down in the middle of the street today.
Everyone stood there looking at him, doing nothing.
As I ran into the street to help him, I once again felt the burn of what seemed to be justified anger welling up inside of me. He had hit his head, and was bleeding. I got someone to call an ambulance and comforted him until they arrived with a growing crowd who weren't interested in helping - just interested in the spectacle. Mike helped me stabilize the old man, and we left, with a few people giving us alcohol wipes to clean up. Bizarre...
It felt like a random act of kindness, and I spent the rest of the day with the memory of looking into the old man's and him saying thank you, thank you for helping me. I am just an old Indian, thank you for helping me.

I don't know if I will be able to deal with seeing people feeding their children dirt. I don't know if I will be able to deal with entire generations dead and dying with no hope for the future. I just doubt so many things right now - and want to have faith in humanity...

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BTW zooloofreak...are you OK, that was a disturbing post!
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trilobyte:
People, as it turns out, are generally a bunch of complete bastards. More people should have the decency to make the decision you did, to help each other. You rock.. Just for being you.

skull trilo skull
Jun 6, 2003
cakemix:
this is why i love you and so glad you are my friendand my faith in humanity - before you all i had was mikey miller...lol xxx
Jun 7, 2003

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