I have been trying to keep myself as busy as possible, it seems to help keep the blues at bay - or at least keep me from thinking about how fucked I feel when I let my mind wander. Although it makes me happy being in Los Angeles - the sunshine, friends and family, tons of things to explore and re-discover - I keep finding myself looking at the inadequacies of life. I have so many things to be thankful for and keep getting reminders of that - from Stacia and Neta, from walking down the street in LA and seeing the homeless and the addicts, the sick and weary...

I have had a difficult time updating the journals, a lot of private entries, and soul searching continues to be of the highest order lately - but following are some of the things that have been going on in the last few days...or not...

I want to post the pictures, so we'll do this later.
oh...so many little tasks. It just wouldn't be the same without the OMI/Suicidal Tendencies pictures from last night...

They are posted on that "other" site...
I just have to do all of the little links...or UL them here I guess...