Subject: Lucky in life... Unlucky in love.
Date: 11/15/05 10:02:00 PM PM
Music: Balsamic Vinegar; Ultimate Peanut Butter; Chili Diet; Apple Dessert; Mexican Markets; Monet's Palate
Lucky in life... Unlucky in love.
DG put an ultimatum to me... As insane as that seems, I am left... like a prophet of hope.
One love died of cancer, the next an OD... I thought I was in love but the next saw me as a great father for her kid, and fucked around while I worked like a slave. I dont think I am prepared for more abuse, and here it comes.
Anthony had his 4th birthday today. DG was sick... Puking through the entire evening. His little voice said, mommys sick over and over. We sat and opened his presents... I took him foe a walk... Shopping for books and sushi. His fucking father didn't call... Like Christmas, or anything else, the piece of shit couldn't even pick up the phone.
All along... my phone rang repeatedly with insignificant crap. I fucking ignored the buzzing, and thought about how insignificant it all was.
fuck, fucking fuck.
"All along the watchtower... " of curse you know what I mean... The Joker... sometimes an Ace...next time around... completely worthless. That's how life is right now. all or nothing.
Date: 11/15/05 10:02:00 PM PM
Music: Balsamic Vinegar; Ultimate Peanut Butter; Chili Diet; Apple Dessert; Mexican Markets; Monet's Palate
Lucky in life... Unlucky in love.
DG put an ultimatum to me... As insane as that seems, I am left... like a prophet of hope.
One love died of cancer, the next an OD... I thought I was in love but the next saw me as a great father for her kid, and fucked around while I worked like a slave. I dont think I am prepared for more abuse, and here it comes.
Anthony had his 4th birthday today. DG was sick... Puking through the entire evening. His little voice said, mommys sick over and over. We sat and opened his presents... I took him foe a walk... Shopping for books and sushi. His fucking father didn't call... Like Christmas, or anything else, the piece of shit couldn't even pick up the phone.
All along... my phone rang repeatedly with insignificant crap. I fucking ignored the buzzing, and thought about how insignificant it all was.
fuck, fucking fuck.
"All along the watchtower... " of curse you know what I mean... The Joker... sometimes an Ace...next time around... completely worthless. That's how life is right now. all or nothing.