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Hmmm...

I feel like I am in LA again!

Gabrielle called with a last minute request for her fashion designers Glaza, which was taken as a fun challenge. We met at noon and decided to script, scout, shoot, edit and produce a demo for them in less than 24 hours for this reality TV show pilot. 22 hours later, the DVD is being burned, we...
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temptess:
I'm not talking to you ever again unless you call me back in the next hour! Seriously!
cheech:
In reflection on your previous journal, I am drawn to Iceland and Scotland. Cold, rocky areas...and yet I vacation at a beach next week, my friend's place in Duck NC. I need to look at my Icelandic photography book more....I also love those pics of the snow-covered monkeys in Japanese lakes. Should add Japan to my must-see list...
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Another quick look at the list (yeah I know sometimes I have to think about it so I can remember why I put up with some of the bullshit...) I really need time to contemplate, and write...
Ill divide them into the inspirations and the desperations (I am desperate to see) by the *
These things shape my soul...I am so thankful, but needy...and greedy...
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koolthing:
nevermind...
_v_:
i would love to see those places
yestarday was lovely and refreshing
emmm
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Phone Calls from the EX, long chats, things seem much simpler for the moment, and that makes me very happy.

Some AA friends were telling me at 5AM last night that the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results each time, I thought that was determination, go figure...
orange is insanity, blue is for anguish...

I can...
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koolthing:
no, I am up again.
it's OK, sweetie - tonight is The Viper Room and then a mad house party, I'll surely meet some naughty girls that can't get in...it's just soooo booooring...
The girl party last night has me contemplating a life of solitude...
The girls are right fuck buddies, and that is the extent of it until the right girl comes along (again)

;-)

I am just trying to get a rise out of you....relax....
temptess:
I need a FUCKING job...
I guess that's double meaning for ya...


how did you know my pressure was rising? (until I scrolled past the happy face)

[Edited on Jun 19, 2003]
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Holidays can be difficult even during the best of times. Sunday was, as you may have guessed, no exception. My sister and I ended up at the wrong country club, I guess Trump is out of fashion this week...I love spending time with my little brother (he is 7). I didn't have a chance to talk with the EX's son, which was really painful. I...
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koolthing:
I think that is the silliest thing I have ever heard.
I just type faster, so it is easier to write more...

;-)
_v_:
just going to cook out and drink
maybe sit under a sprinkler
ha
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I don't know if I bothered to mention I am STILL in Los Angeles.
I can't find it in myself to leave, I really feel like I need to be here right now and get things settled, as much as I need to get to Amsterdam and deal with some pressing engagements. I called the airlines Thursday morning at 5:00AM, *cough, cough* I can't fly...
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fej:
I havent read it yet, But I will look it up...
trilobyte:
weird last few days, as evidenced by my *just* now getting to reading through your entry. sorry to hear about the phone - you're right, getting a good tri-band *is* tough, and worse even the cell phone stores operated by the service providers don't have many knowledgeable people on hand to provide support (or even guidance when buying new equipment).

I only cared about the title because a few ppl on the site seemed a bit thin skinned about use of the word/ I think I'm going to keep the title as is, and change around at least the front cover.

On a separate note, I'll be getting DVD Studio Pro later this week. I'd initially thought I'd hold out until v2.0 shipped, but that's now looking like late August and I figured that 2 months of getting slightly acclimated to the program was worth the $40 it will cost me to have Apple ship me 2.0 when it hits the street. Can you recommend any good programs for taking still images and presenting them in video format? One of the many projects I have in mind is to create a showcase for some of my photos & images via DVD.

skull trilo skull
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I don't sleep much.
Never could, even when I was a kid.
I would make a tent out of the sheets and read until morning, drinking cranberry juice or sunny delight out of the hospital IV bags I had stashed under my bed - the long plastic tubing snaking around my body, slurp slurp all night long. I read everything, fantasy, science fiction, encyclopedias, medical...
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kinto:
Electromana ? Sounds good, will check it out !

Cheers mate

K
cheech:
hey, I missed you last weekend. I was in a bad mood, and realized you were in town Saturday but then realized I would be bad company that day to anyone but my friend Eric. Maybe bad mood isn't the right way to put it-- horrible mood. But I did look at the christening pics. I did read the above too...but I know nothing about relationships like that. I'm not exaggerating. I know nothing about the girl-boy thing (if that's correct). So it's hard for me to comment...
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Oh...will Temptess will be ripping me for this, but when someone has done it so well, you must simply concede - I could only hope to be able to express myself as well as Macy Gray and Maynard.
I know I could probably just post the songs and you all have them, but I needed to type out the damn words...It is like an exorcism...the...
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temptess:
Now you're making me cry...
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Hmmm...
I am back in Los Angeles!

I had a bit of a freakout at the airport, and decided to head back to Los Angeles before I go to Amsterdam, I wanted to finish up a few things with our heart lock project before heading out - I haven't taken pictures yet, and need to get that out of the way so I can build...
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_v_:
awwww. baby pictures. i am headed to see my niece and nephew. i am so stoked. you seem to be having fun. i am so looking forward to traveling. i would love to do a courier trip. have you ever done it? i need to get a passport. mine is dead now.
_v_:
washboard abs. ha. i haven't had those since highschool
i do 300 crunches a day and still i have the flab
can't fight genetics
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Last night we wandered the streets from Dupont Circle to Adam's Morgan.
As you should know, it it pride month, and we ran into a few amusing characters celebrating, one of which I had to photograph...for some reason he was standing in the middle of the sidewalk with his jeans around his ankles clutching a pair of high heels too small for a pre-teen Chinese...
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trilobyte:
And yes, saw her though she appeared to be too cool for convo, I never got to even so much as say hi.

skull trilo skull
cakemix:
guess i need to work on being more unstable...xxx
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The challenge of the day was coming to terms with my own sense of entitlement. I was unhappy with our room, with the situation...
I bitched and manipulated in order to get my way - which I always do.
We are now in a nice junior suite, with two rooms, and I felt relieved, like I had received what I deserve. Granted the fact that...
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trilobyte:
People, as it turns out, are generally a bunch of complete bastards. More people should have the decency to make the decision you did, to help each other. You rock.. Just for being you.

skull trilo skull
cakemix:
this is why i love you and so glad you are my friendand my faith in humanity - before you all i had was mikey miller...lol xxx
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Made it to DC...experienced a bit of pain and suffering along the way - but it was only the usual lack of sleep that created the delirium and confusion.

More e-mail from the freak!
*Yes... I am very easy to please every now and then...a little two liner goes a long way in the grand scheme of things...

A few e-mails cam in from Tim...
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_v_:
thanks for the love and happiness
i wish i could make it up there to have a few with you
crazy traveling man
cakemix:
i've still not slept properly but am trying to stay up til tonight so i don't get into some warped pattern. went to the doctor to try to obtain something to help me sleep and all they did was sign me off work for 2 weeks...how is that supposed to help if i still can't sleep? urgh!

africa is amaxing and i wish that my tz plans were coming together the way i'd like. maybe now the boy is out of the picture it will gel. he always dreamed oz and he's making his come true.

any good photos from our evening out?

xxx
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Met with the EX today, she took me to a fancy lunch on Melrose, and off to get a manicure! Do I feel like a spoiled boy, or what...
To top it off, she left, and I am not an empty shelled emotional wreck, and my nails look great.
Hmmm...Stranger things have happened, I suppose.

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temptess:
Since when was salad a "fancy lunch"? How many times did you treat me? Uh huh!
koolthing:
these days sweetheart, if they don't say "do you want fries with that" it will qualify...

;-)

and I would NEVER count. Thanks, I had a great time!