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St. Patricks day in Amsterdam...

Need Food.
Need Liquid.

Thank god for the temptess.
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I was finally able to borrow another powerbook :: from SO instead of Apple this time:: last night (1:00AM), so I started setting it up last night until (6:00AM) and hope to finish up today... In the process of preparing for MIP/MILIA. Time is running very short, and there is a lot to do...
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Tonight...
HD backup
HD low level format
OS X 10.2...
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koolthing:
uhhhh...
St. Patricks day in Amsterdam...

Need Food.
Need Liquid.

Thank god for the temptess.
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More fighting with the SO. I posted it all in the LJ

I am crushed, but there is little to do at this point.

Our relationship is puzzlingly vague and utterly un-specific, and I want to fall back to those old john peel sessions you know - the words on Ian's headstone...

It is late again Saturday night, and I am alone with my MARC...
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trilobyte:
I fucking love that song... the synths and the production may sound dated, but it's a timeless classic and always will be.

Sorry to hear about the fighting, and what is sounding like an inevitable course of action that can only bring more pain than what you're feeling now. But it'll be less pain than avoiding the decision(s) you know in your heart you have to make. I'll leave you with a snippet of some lyrics from Coldplay that sort of fit the place it sounds like you're in. But I'm sure you've got more than a few great musical selections in there to act as a life preserver as you're tossed in the rough seas... good luck.

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start

Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start
trilobyte:
The only way out is through... I agree, though it's a shame your growth is coming through pain...
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OK - I finally took a few minutes to make a picture...you know how it is - always for others, never for yourself...

So it's almost midnight here, and I am avoiding more spook calls - it's daytime in Amerika...

:: damn - I am sure they are reading this - they know everything ::

I am desperately trying to seem aloof - but I...
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temptess:
Oh sugar, if you wanted some abuse, i could get out the riding crop...
googused:
Let op!
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just finished with some spook friends...

:: looking out of the window, cautiously, and double checking the VPN settings ::

it is one of those nights...and I suddenly feel very alone. It is not a bad feeling, just uncomfortable...

Let's talk about famine while I eat dinner...

do you know that every 3.5 seconds someone dies of hunger while hundreds of thousands of TONS of...
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Had a nice night out with the SO.

Euro 150 "free" dinner at a beautiful hotel - loads of lekker wine and oysters, and a bit of naughtiness in the women's room...

We deserved a little celebration after today's hell (see LJ).

March is a wash - personal Hell and MIP/MILIA
April leaves Cannes -> Frankfurt -> Amsterdam -> London -> Chicago -> San Francisco...
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You know you life is really sad when your SO says "lets fuck" and you reply - OK but let me go post on SG that we are going to fuck...

Yeah...

Well, we are going to live ghetto for a few weeks.
The house is on the market for ?775 and we are eating off of pieces of papertowel with the one fork and...
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temptess:
I didn't say "fuck", I said I would give you a massage and then we could take a nap. How'd you get...?
robtheslob:
You have paper towels and silver ware? You are livin it up man.
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Packed...
Container has left and now - well I should be happy, but I just feel like shit again. And sore to boot...
thousands of stairs and pounds of shit, and I feel like I accomplished nothing.

Whenever I feel like total shit, I turn to The Swans - my pain and misery will always pale to the words of Gira... (from The Burning World)...
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Ok so now I've been dealing with my good friend the shipping container for 11hrs
-- put a picture up in the livejournal--

EVERYTHING hurts...

really need to go see what pics the SO put up, I suspect from the frantic typing across the way she now has a hectic schedule of returns...

well...
I will have to amuse myself by trying to continue to...
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temptess:
Darling, am I really boring you? I'm sorry, I am just so addicted to SG. Doesn't mean I won't give you some sugar later...
vitriol1:
There isn't much to tell about SXSW from my perspective, sadly. I flew out of Austin Thursday morning at the end of a week long trip. I'm not in the music business and was just visiting the girlfriend (who I am thrilled about, incidentally).

I do have some hearsay and celebrity gossip. The GF works for the festival every year and has been spending most of her time at the Film Mentors event, connecting aspiring filmmakers with industry pros for ten minute meetings. I'm going to try to be there next year, but purely as a spectator.

What is this MILIA/MIP event you speak of?
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5 hours into loading the container, pictures in LiveJournal...there is so much to do today

:: moaning - I know I am on a 15 minute break to eat something and bitch about my life ::

I feel like I am living with a soft cell soundtrack in the foreground right now...

: do you know what I mean? :


All the tradegedy from The...
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Great show. such a beautiful voice.
It is pretty amazing how he snaps back and fourth from calm and melodic to insane ranting in a matter of breaths.

Saw the BP freak from th Melkweg a the show, and she seemed to have the same reaction - how can you not be speechless to hear the words you used to chant with your friends [*or...
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OK - so I am over the pouting for a minute, and shared an evening/night of deviant behaviour with my SO

:: the current agreed upon terminology that is politically correct and non-offensive to any concerned::

I am humbled...

So today - the entire day, after we managed to struggle out of bed, I played with the damn computer...
Everyone is always telling me to...
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linz:
wow! thats really awesome! good luck with you and you should definatley post of your adventures! they are very interesting! i really want to go to europe as soon as i can. it would be so rad! maybe if i come out you could show me around. ??