Thanks for the encouragement.
Now - I am trying to get over being so sensitive...
I guess I really shouldn't care what a complete stranger has to say about me, and it is pretty pathetic that i was worried about it...right?
So on to the next one!
a long, long day. from a freak out call in the middle of the night - to a...
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Now - I am trying to get over being so sensitive...
I guess I really shouldn't care what a complete stranger has to say about me, and it is pretty pathetic that i was worried about it...right?
So on to the next one!
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In a Google search return...
changed the login...
Hi Everyone!
Hope tomorrow shapes up a bit better than today has been...*tired*
3 hours of sleep and 9 of driving...
But I got to see the SO!!!
At the end of the day - it is the little things that count.
changed the login...
Hi Everyone!
Hope tomorrow shapes up a bit better than today has been...*tired*
3 hours of sleep and 9 of driving...
But I got to see the SO!!!
At the end of the day - it is the little things that count.
fenix___:
don't fall asleep driving hun... 
Hope you have great day tomarrow
Hope you have great day tomarrow
SO arrives today - the moment I have been looking forward to for weeks. I have been completely unrealistic, however, in my expectations of this moment. I hope I haven't set myself up for a HUGE crashing moment.
I am exhausted, and praying - although I am not a religious type...I haven't slept, and probably won't.
OI!
We will talk about all of that later....
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I am exhausted, and praying - although I am not a religious type...I haven't slept, and probably won't.
OI!
We will talk about all of that later....
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invinoveritas:
it was awesome meeting you at the SGLA dinner and a movie. Hope you get all your stuff moved in alright.
fixer:
tell the oul doll that Cork misses her, and you're both welcome any time
Another long day in LA...
Slept at my sister's house and went on a Starbucks run pretty early so I could struggle with the AOL connection coffeed up enough to last through the dialup ordeal...
I spoke with the SO this morning, which - as usual threw me into a downward spiral. Everything has been so good lately and she managed to crush all of...
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Slept at my sister's house and went on a Starbucks run pretty early so I could struggle with the AOL connection coffeed up enough to last through the dialup ordeal...
I spoke with the SO this morning, which - as usual threw me into a downward spiral. Everything has been so good lately and she managed to crush all of...
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jaygray:
It was good to meet you man. I heard you're moving back here from Amsterdam. Cool. Kan jy die taal praat ?
fenix___:
I loved the pics of tatts.
First SG Hookup!
Yesterday...
6:30 AM - scrambled out of bed to get up to my little sister's house - she had a conference in Pasadena @ The Hilton about traumatized children (she is a shrink). 7:45 while sitting in Starbucks I realized I had forgotten my US power supply, and I was not going to be able to accomplish anything...promptly started ringing everyone I...
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Yesterday...
6:30 AM - scrambled out of bed to get up to my little sister's house - she had a conference in Pasadena @ The Hilton about traumatized children (she is a shrink). 7:45 while sitting in Starbucks I realized I had forgotten my US power supply, and I was not going to be able to accomplish anything...promptly started ringing everyone I...
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trilobyte:
Damn that was an action-packed day... but when your time here is limited, you've got to try not to waste it right? see you tonight
I have not posted as much as usual...Mom was kind enough to hook me up with a copy of Pattern Recognition...
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the SO is coming to town next week!
I feel so pathetic getting so emotional about it, but I can't help myself from getting all worked up on the merry-go-round of love.
Fuck It - I say. Fuck It.
I would rather have...
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the SO is coming to town next week!
I feel so pathetic getting so emotional about it, but I can't help myself from getting all worked up on the merry-go-round of love.
Fuck It - I say. Fuck It.
I would rather have...
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vitriol1:
Hey, thanks. I've been without net access at home in the new place and that has diverted me from SG a bit.
Emotion is good stuff. I'm all for ups, downs and lovers being in love. Good luck to you and yours next week.
Emotion is good stuff. I'm all for ups, downs and lovers being in love. Good luck to you and yours next week.
trilobyte:
great meeting you tonight, hope you had a blast at the other event... see you at tomorrow night's festivities
Had a long walk into the sunset with my mom and her best friend.
Spent the night chatting with them and having some wine from Cannes.
I am SO FUCKING HAPPY to be back in LA.
I am down to 201 lbs and feel GREAT, it is the damned sunshine - I swear it.
Prototype lovelocks delivered today - products look amazing.
Turned down filming...
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Spent the night chatting with them and having some wine from Cannes.
I am SO FUCKING HAPPY to be back in LA.
I am down to 201 lbs and feel GREAT, it is the damned sunshine - I swear it.
Prototype lovelocks delivered today - products look amazing.
Turned down filming...
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rawr_ima_monster:
gotcha, makes perfect sense now, sorry.
ah, I know some of that stuff. awesome. I'm glad you're happy to be back in LA. I'll be happy to be bakc in NY when I visit in a few years, I'll see hwo I feel about returning to this place.
-I'd feel better if I was "making things" myself, but I work patiently in the "right place" and wait for the "right time"
Dave
ah, I know some of that stuff. awesome. I'm glad you're happy to be back in LA. I'll be happy to be bakc in NY when I visit in a few years, I'll see hwo I feel about returning to this place.
-I'd feel better if I was "making things" myself, but I work patiently in the "right place" and wait for the "right time"
Dave
miss_piss:
not related
just me eating pho, usually alone
but it sounds as though you have a very related life...
hi
just me eating pho, usually alone
but it sounds as though you have a very related life...
hi
I have got to get out of here for a while. Sometimes I feel a bit irrational and need a few minutes to put things back into perspective properly. She makes me so emotional, and I feel like I just bought another E ticket @ the happiest place on earth. It breaks my heart to think we may not work things out, but it breaks...
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cakemix:
i feel that same scared as shit way about my bf. only i'm really fucked up or something as i can't even imagine him not being happy. i'm working on giving him a blissful cakemix though - which means i have to not mix alcohol and him...i tend to get really aggressive on the juice...
good luck. hope it all works out.
and damn, i wish i was back home in l.a. today
good luck. hope it all works out.
and damn, i wish i was back home in l.a. today
Slept @ MOM's last night.
*she has broadband*
It was really wierd seeing all of my old artwork - I used to paint and make lithographs, serigraphs, palladium and gelatin silver prints...I used to make things for the fuck of it - not to get paid.
The transition back to Los Angeles is becoming a journey of self-discovery...
I hope I can hold onto the...
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*she has broadband*
It was really wierd seeing all of my old artwork - I used to paint and make lithographs, serigraphs, palladium and gelatin silver prints...I used to make things for the fuck of it - not to get paid.
The transition back to Los Angeles is becoming a journey of self-discovery...
I hope I can hold onto the...
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YUP
Endless nights that drown the day means LA
Ugh.
Love it here. All that damned sunshine that we hear about but somehow never seem to see...
Bill Viola show @ The Getty...
Dinner @ Nigels...
waiting for enough time to have gone by so I can call -- H E R -- without seeming like a lost puppy
I guess it is about time...
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Endless nights that drown the day means LA
Ugh.
Love it here. All that damned sunshine that we hear about but somehow never seem to see...
Bill Viola show @ The Getty...
Dinner @ Nigels...
waiting for enough time to have gone by so I can call -- H E R -- without seeming like a lost puppy
I guess it is about time...
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_v_:
sounds fun
how is LA
i don't know if i could stand it there
i need to move there for my work
but it seems so alien
how is LA
i don't know if i could stand it there
i need to move there for my work
but it seems so alien
Still jetlagged - trying to avoid the endless nights of Los Angeles...
Hooked up with Dean Karr @ Sonora Cafe for some happy hours and went to see the new exhibition at Mary Karnowsky's gallery. Lawton Outlaw came by and we all went up in the hills to see some new videos - Godsmack performance video looked great...saw some pics from Ministry - Lawton did...
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Hooked up with Dean Karr @ Sonora Cafe for some happy hours and went to see the new exhibition at Mary Karnowsky's gallery. Lawton Outlaw came by and we all went up in the hills to see some new videos - Godsmack performance video looked great...saw some pics from Ministry - Lawton did...
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Los Angeles!
Great flight from Amsterdam, and from Washington D.C. and now I should have my PremEx1 so double miles, free business lounges and UG and all of that good stuff
Spent a good deal of time on the plane trying to quiet my mind so many things are going on, and it has been difficult to focus on some of the difficult tasks at...
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Great flight from Amsterdam, and from Washington D.C. and now I should have my PremEx1 so double miles, free business lounges and UG and all of that good stuff
Spent a good deal of time on the plane trying to quiet my mind so many things are going on, and it has been difficult to focus on some of the difficult tasks at...
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tororo:
So you're back home for real? or will you pay visits to Amsterdam once in a while?
Sorry to hear about the bumout, and stranger still that it's from... a stranger. Like people don't have better things to spend their time on?