Journals SUCK!!
why is that not a choice?!?!? its like "dislike" how the fuck did dislike ever become a word?!? did the english come up wih that word?!? you never heard a rock star say dislike in a classic legendery song that will transcend time or his lifetime,.. hell,.. prove me wrong.
not having a car really sucked balls this weekend,.. I wanted to see scar,. she actually called me!! ::dies:: felt me a message LOL I was too scared to answer,.. she probably going to hate me,. I doubt it tho,. I like to believe we understand each other well,..
I made it so anyone on aim can just look me up and add me to there buddy list and send me messages,.. what a fucking mistake all weekend long as felt like nothing but shear chaos,.. fucking nothing but weirdo chicks sending me messages about nonsense,.. wanting to talk,.. asking me bull shit I don't care to answer,..
and what the fuck is up with goth kids talking like they are all anti -emo and then run off spilling there guts and talking about there feelings and shit duh SHUT THE FUCK UP noone cares your an idiot and stop being afraid to be who you are,.. someone wants to kick your ass and they probably will eventually.
so this one crazy bitch made it aware to me that most europeans(sp?) don't like americans cause we have good teeth,.. holy shit wtf talk about reason to want to stay the fuck away from your average european rugby playing scumbag,.. actually one time I was walking in NYC and these two asshole in soccor shirts wanted to fight me forno good reason what so ever. it happens I guess,... everyone wants a peace of the pilot. i mean can you blame them I totally beefcake brah LOL
Anyway people are starting to get really stupid,.. I can't believe how unbelievably fake people are,.. its hard to find people whom are genuine,.. when I find them I cherish them,.. that being I feel like I really fucked up this weekend.
Lucy called while I was on the phone with that one crazy bitch from norway,.. she's 18(the norweign chick, not lucy) and her bf is 25 wtf?! he's profile started by saying " Yes! I am GOTH" they suypposedly have been together for 2 and a half years. wtf?! is goth supposed to stand for petafile? but of vcourse in her point of view being from norway and all they consider 16 adults for sex already and 18 okay for cigerettes and beer,.. she told me how her bf is trying to strech ut her ass cause he really wants to fuck it. I find it hilarious,.. and sad,.. the guy is supposed to be some sort of a world class wrestler,.. why the fuck bother with a 16yr-old for sexual relations? is it just me whose uncomfortable with the idea?but reality is I don't know that girl and frankly I don't give two flying shits about the situation,.. I don't want her and never really did like ever,.. not to say I wouldn't fuck her but honestly its not like a goal in my life at all lol.
She keeps telling me about how her father died in october when I keep wasking her to send more picks,.. she keeps talking about food and meats she wants to eat and I can tell one day she is going to be one FAAAAATTTT bitch LOL. shes obsessed she the thought of food and is lazy,.. she keeps asking me to call her,.. its such a suffocating feeling,.. I'm mutha fucking "pilot" bitch you have to let me fly free. LOL
so yeah she already talking about me meeting with her in philly,.. fuck her she can fuck off,.. if I didn't meet with "SCAR" in philly does she really think I'll do it for her?!?!? does she have any ideea how much I value scars friendship? obvisiously not. she's probably Im me later and I'll try and block her and everyone else again for a few months,.. and put an away message up on my myspace for a few months,.. cause her bf is some two bit lame retarted boring pyscho.fuck her , fuck them all they can all run off and fuck some trees or whatever the fuck they do in ohio,.. one thing they did do tho is install in me the feeling that they view philly as some sort of a safe point,.. they don't seem interested in venturing very far beond that point.
anyways yeah LUCY called,.. she sounded so cute,.. but you know what FUCK THAT BITCH TOO,.. she was all special to me once and she just stopped talking to me after some boy kissed her,.. I guess he must be cheating on her now and thats it,.. she decides to call me,.. I told her I was upset with her for leaving me and he could tell her bf I want her back,.. and when I finally have her I would restrain her with handcuffs and make her mine again so she wouldn't escape but of course she would always run off and sneak away till the next time when she found her way back to me again.I told her how I missed her and thought about her everytime I thought of stars,.. cause i know how she likes them so much,.. she laughed and probably smiled and said "awww!!,.. thats sooo sweet!!" and I thought her how I had dedicated all of the nights stars to her but she had probably forgotten or didn't think it very important at the time. to that she didn't really say anything tho she was ready to try and denie it till she realized it was true. stupid bitch,... i'm going to rape the white mess out of her,.. tho if I do its not really a big deal to me either cause even tho i would like to fuck her,.. she not who I obsess over either. she said she would call me today,.. I told her she said to come over,.. she agreed,.. but every time I would talk to her about coming over to my house I always made it clear it was to have lots of fuck. we'll see how that goes,.. but again its not really a priority to me.
then some other cunt sent me messages asking for me to aim her,.. why would I want to do that? she lives in pottstown too. thats where sue lives,.. i wonder how shes doing,.. shes never online anymore well her cell phone always is but shes not,.. i wish she cared to find me,.. shes awesome and really quite frankly bucketfulls of amazing.
i rather practice my guitar then to have to aim another cornball bitch,.. I'm finally getting the a minorkind shit like that,.. ohh there is the girl from canada tho,.. she seems interesting,.. tho interested with hidden agendas as well,.. aka peoples uck at this age I want to die,.. thank you very much,.. anyway there have been alot of new grls this weekend,.. the same weekend I would have hoped to have spent in philly,.. i'm going to have to wait it out and see what kind of vibes I get from scar.
why is that not a choice?!?!? its like "dislike" how the fuck did dislike ever become a word?!? did the english come up wih that word?!? you never heard a rock star say dislike in a classic legendery song that will transcend time or his lifetime,.. hell,.. prove me wrong.
not having a car really sucked balls this weekend,.. I wanted to see scar,. she actually called me!! ::dies:: felt me a message LOL I was too scared to answer,.. she probably going to hate me,. I doubt it tho,. I like to believe we understand each other well,..
I made it so anyone on aim can just look me up and add me to there buddy list and send me messages,.. what a fucking mistake all weekend long as felt like nothing but shear chaos,.. fucking nothing but weirdo chicks sending me messages about nonsense,.. wanting to talk,.. asking me bull shit I don't care to answer,..
and what the fuck is up with goth kids talking like they are all anti -emo and then run off spilling there guts and talking about there feelings and shit duh SHUT THE FUCK UP noone cares your an idiot and stop being afraid to be who you are,.. someone wants to kick your ass and they probably will eventually.
so this one crazy bitch made it aware to me that most europeans(sp?) don't like americans cause we have good teeth,.. holy shit wtf talk about reason to want to stay the fuck away from your average european rugby playing scumbag,.. actually one time I was walking in NYC and these two asshole in soccor shirts wanted to fight me forno good reason what so ever. it happens I guess,... everyone wants a peace of the pilot. i mean can you blame them I totally beefcake brah LOL
Anyway people are starting to get really stupid,.. I can't believe how unbelievably fake people are,.. its hard to find people whom are genuine,.. when I find them I cherish them,.. that being I feel like I really fucked up this weekend.
Lucy called while I was on the phone with that one crazy bitch from norway,.. she's 18(the norweign chick, not lucy) and her bf is 25 wtf?! he's profile started by saying " Yes! I am GOTH" they suypposedly have been together for 2 and a half years. wtf?! is goth supposed to stand for petafile? but of vcourse in her point of view being from norway and all they consider 16 adults for sex already and 18 okay for cigerettes and beer,.. she told me how her bf is trying to strech ut her ass cause he really wants to fuck it. I find it hilarious,.. and sad,.. the guy is supposed to be some sort of a world class wrestler,.. why the fuck bother with a 16yr-old for sexual relations? is it just me whose uncomfortable with the idea?but reality is I don't know that girl and frankly I don't give two flying shits about the situation,.. I don't want her and never really did like ever,.. not to say I wouldn't fuck her but honestly its not like a goal in my life at all lol.
She keeps telling me about how her father died in october when I keep wasking her to send more picks,.. she keeps talking about food and meats she wants to eat and I can tell one day she is going to be one FAAAAATTTT bitch LOL. shes obsessed she the thought of food and is lazy,.. she keeps asking me to call her,.. its such a suffocating feeling,.. I'm mutha fucking "pilot" bitch you have to let me fly free. LOL
so yeah she already talking about me meeting with her in philly,.. fuck her she can fuck off,.. if I didn't meet with "SCAR" in philly does she really think I'll do it for her?!?!? does she have any ideea how much I value scars friendship? obvisiously not. she's probably Im me later and I'll try and block her and everyone else again for a few months,.. and put an away message up on my myspace for a few months,.. cause her bf is some two bit lame retarted boring pyscho.fuck her , fuck them all they can all run off and fuck some trees or whatever the fuck they do in ohio,.. one thing they did do tho is install in me the feeling that they view philly as some sort of a safe point,.. they don't seem interested in venturing very far beond that point.
anyways yeah LUCY called,.. she sounded so cute,.. but you know what FUCK THAT BITCH TOO,.. she was all special to me once and she just stopped talking to me after some boy kissed her,.. I guess he must be cheating on her now and thats it,.. she decides to call me,.. I told her I was upset with her for leaving me and he could tell her bf I want her back,.. and when I finally have her I would restrain her with handcuffs and make her mine again so she wouldn't escape but of course she would always run off and sneak away till the next time when she found her way back to me again.I told her how I missed her and thought about her everytime I thought of stars,.. cause i know how she likes them so much,.. she laughed and probably smiled and said "awww!!,.. thats sooo sweet!!" and I thought her how I had dedicated all of the nights stars to her but she had probably forgotten or didn't think it very important at the time. to that she didn't really say anything tho she was ready to try and denie it till she realized it was true. stupid bitch,... i'm going to rape the white mess out of her,.. tho if I do its not really a big deal to me either cause even tho i would like to fuck her,.. she not who I obsess over either. she said she would call me today,.. I told her she said to come over,.. she agreed,.. but every time I would talk to her about coming over to my house I always made it clear it was to have lots of fuck. we'll see how that goes,.. but again its not really a priority to me.
then some other cunt sent me messages asking for me to aim her,.. why would I want to do that? she lives in pottstown too. thats where sue lives,.. i wonder how shes doing,.. shes never online anymore well her cell phone always is but shes not,.. i wish she cared to find me,.. shes awesome and really quite frankly bucketfulls of amazing.
i rather practice my guitar then to have to aim another cornball bitch,.. I'm finally getting the a minorkind shit like that,.. ohh there is the girl from canada tho,.. she seems interesting,.. tho interested with hidden agendas as well,.. aka peoples uck at this age I want to die,.. thank you very much,.. anyway there have been alot of new grls this weekend,.. the same weekend I would have hoped to have spent in philly,.. i'm going to have to wait it out and see what kind of vibes I get from scar.