koolerthanjesus

songs....

Day after day Our love turns gray Like the skin on a dying man and night after night, We pretend it's all right, But I have grown older, And you have grown colder And nothing is very much fun, anymore.
And I can feel,
One of all my turns coming on.
I feel, Cold as a razor blade, Tight as a tourniquet, Dry as a funeral drum.
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Mother I tried, please believe me I'm doing the best that I can, I'm ashamed of the things I've been put through; I'm ashamed of the person I am But if you could just see the beauty, these things I could never describe This is my one consolation This is my wonderful prize
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Fuck L Ron Hubbard and
Fuck all his clones.
Fuck all those gun-toting
Hip gangster wannabes.

Learn to swim.

Fuck retro anything.
Fuck your tattoos.
Fuck all you junkies and
Fuck your short memory.

Learn to swim.

Fuck smiley glad-hands
With hidden agendas.
Fuck these dysfunctional,
Insecure actresses.

Learn to swim.

Cuz I'm praying for rain And I'm praying for tidal waves I wanna see the ground give way. I wanna watch it all go down. Mom please flush it all away. I wanna watch it go right in and down. I wanna watch it go right in. Watch you flush it all away.
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So good to see you once again I thought that you were hiding from me. And you thought that I had run away. Chasing a trail of smoke and reason.
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Why did you give me so much desire, When there is nowhere I can go to offload this desire?
And why did you give me so much love in a loveless world, When there is no one I can turn to
To unlock all this love?
And why did you stick in self deprecating bones and skin?, Jesus do you hate me?
Why did you stick in self deprecating bones and skin?
Do you hate me?, Do you hate me?, Do you hate me?, Do you hate me?, Do you hate me?



i'm drowning...