i don't know.
hollie made a good point. this is a new crowd. unknown. somehow, people read this. ready for the rant?
i lust over the smooth, curved, mysterious girls. i want to curl their hair around my fingers and maybe kiss them, if i'm lucky. i want to feel that soon; maybe this is normal young experimentation, but i crave it. i want to be desirable in a girl's eyes.
"everything is a copy of a copy of a copy." scary when your life is a series of movie quotes. i feel like i'm at my plateau, my wall. i can't tell people the things that i think. i'm ashamed. i considered writing it down here, but even that... my fingers wouldn't type the words.
i really am happy to sleep through the days. i watched the whole first season of 24 in one weekend. last night i was flying higher than i ever have. please don't let me escape like that anymore.
forget it. this isn't the catharsis i expected.
hollie made a good point. this is a new crowd. unknown. somehow, people read this. ready for the rant?
i lust over the smooth, curved, mysterious girls. i want to curl their hair around my fingers and maybe kiss them, if i'm lucky. i want to feel that soon; maybe this is normal young experimentation, but i crave it. i want to be desirable in a girl's eyes.
"everything is a copy of a copy of a copy." scary when your life is a series of movie quotes. i feel like i'm at my plateau, my wall. i can't tell people the things that i think. i'm ashamed. i considered writing it down here, but even that... my fingers wouldn't type the words.
i really am happy to sleep through the days. i watched the whole first season of 24 in one weekend. last night i was flying higher than i ever have. please don't let me escape like that anymore.
forget it. this isn't the catharsis i expected.
for ever warped thought, there is someone out there who could top it..and then some, lol.
just get it out.
you'll feel better.
i promise i won't tell.