kombucha

Lil miss heartbroken Kombucha, yup thats a tear lol
Man i love my ex hes such a great friend but i wish we didnt talk sometimes. today he made me realise exactly how lonely i am. Although ive been hanging around with draz all last wk. and then my friend from canada came to see me its just not enough & heres why:

I hate the fact that i have a double bed & only i sleep in it.

I hate the fact that i wake up alone,

I hate that on the weekend i seem to be the only girl who isnt shopping or going round town with a boyfriend.

I hate that when i go past restaurants its all couples in there and when i go in there I dont have a bf to go with.

I hate that i dont go to concerts/gigs with a bf where as i used to all the time. I MISS THAT SO MUCH

I ALSO MISS HUGS/KISSES/LOVE from someone i actually care/love rather than some random dude who I prolly wouldnt wanna see more than once.

I miss being in a relationship!!!

I miss staying at home with my guy watchin movies and feeding each other popcorn

I also hate that im always single on valentines day

PEOPLE SHOULD TALK LESS> SO IT SEEMS LATER IM GOIN TO A FRIEND TO CHEER ME UP & GET DRUNK WHICH IVE NOT DONE 4 A WHILE

FIRSTS:
1. First concert: Distortion: Green day/iggy pop/A/rival schools
2. First car: not got one
3. First real kiss: Frank, when i was 14
4. First screen name: sezleic
5. First self purchased album: Frank sinatra
6. First funeral: dads mom....
7. First pet: fluff, my kitten it died from cancer in a month
8. First piercing/tattoos: ears pierced
9. First credit card: NEVER!
10. First enemy: Some girl at primary who kicked me in the poon.. BITCH
11. First big trip: yugoslavia how ever u spell it. well i was 3
12. First music you remember hearing in your house: IM TOO SEXY 4 MY SHIRT!

LASTS:
1. Last cigarette: 2 wks ago
2. Last car ride: monday into town
3. Last kiss: Sunday
4. Last good cry: Yesterday
5. Last library book checked out: Choreography
6. Last movie seen in theatre: Sin city
7. Last beverage drank: Pineapple juice i guess
9. Last crush: Jonny_trouble : but lets move on from that :@
10. Last phone call: my ex bout 2 hrs ago
12. Last shoes worn: converse
13. Last item bought: Corset
14. Last annoyance: myself for staying up like this
15. Last time wanting to die: 6 months ago.
16. Who are your best friends: Rox, & 2 of my ex's
SPECIFICS:
1. Do you do drugs: no
2. What kind of shampoo do you use: boots coconut stuff
3. What are you most scared of: being lonely and rejection
4. Where do you want to get married: Where ever my fiancee is..
5. What are you listening to right now: Sage francis: crack pipes
6. How many buddies are online: 38 on msn, 3 on yahoo, 2 on AIM, 6 on bme
7. What would you change about yourself: Falling for the wronge fuckin guys
FAVORITES:
1. Colors: black and red and white
2. Foods: CRUMPETS!!!
3. Girl names: Faith,
4. Boys names: xander, ethen,
5. Subject in school: music
6. Animals: any type of monkey
7. Sports: cricket, football
8. Perfume: calvin klein : contradiction
9. Cologne: Joop, something water

HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Given anyone a bath: yes
2. Smoked: yes
3. Bungee jumped: no
4. Made yourself throw-up: only to make myself feel better when drunk
5. Skinny dipped: hahaha too many times
6. Been in love: yeah *sobs*
7. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble: hahaha all the time
8. Pictured your crush naked: i wouldnt say pictured just wondered what they were like naked lol
9. Seen your crush naked: ha no
10. Cried when someone died: yes
11. Lied: yes
12. Fallen for someone: yes
13. Been rejected: yup
14. Rejected someone: yup
15. Used someone: no
16. Done something you regret: All the time

CURRENT:
1. Clothes: boxer shorts & wife beater
2. Music: me first and the gimme gimme gimmes
3. Make-up: eyeshadow
4. Annoyance: bugs biting me
5. Smell: vanilla
6. Favorite artist: ggreg simkins
8. Book your reading: poi
9. Cd in player: alejandro fernandez

ARE YOU:
1. Understanding: very
2. Open-minded: very
3. Arrogant: no
4. Insecure: lil
5. Interesting: interestingly borin
6. Hungry: you have no idea
7. Smart: smart dressed and thats it
9. Hardworking: yup
10. Organized: yup
11. Healthy: no, if you know me you should know this
12. Shy: totally
13. Attractive: hmmm.
14. Bored easily: YES!!
15. Responsible: yup
16. Obsessed: depends bout what
17. Angry: no
18. Sad: yup
19. Disappointed: yup
20. Happy: sometimes lol
21. Hyper: only between 4am-9am
23. Talkative: you can be the judge of that

WHO DO YOU WANNA:
1. Kill: killers
2. Get high with: no one
3. Talk to offline: sertain some1

RANDOM:
1. In the morning I am: horny and grouchy as hell
2. Love is: what im missing
3. Music is: my life