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So I thought I would update.
I thought i was getting better yesterday but it seems not ive spent all day in bed after a sleepless night on tuesday from having to have a essay redone for wed's i got there and then the teacher started shouting at me about how it was supposed to be in for tuesday so me being ill and everything i didnt have the time for that so instead of me getting all het up about it i just walked off home cursing to myself n crying... so yea it seems that when im ill i will cry about everything lol... im such a drama queen lol. so i decided to go to sleep soon as i got home and woke late that evening.. havnt really eated much over the last wk just so tired. anyway jonny went to mexico at the wknd so ive not talking to him for the last wk obviously...although hes most probably going to read this when he returns.. grr ive missed talking to him online.. he so so so so so so so so hot... if only he thought that bout me damnit lol
anyway as ive been in bed all day i decided that id just take pics. although most of them are the same i thought id show u..

anyway even though im feeling ill im goin to find a job tmrw. as i should be goin to the states in sept . hopefully i still can stay with jonny if he hasnt changed his mind.. i need to find out whne he returns so i can book my tickets lol OMG PIDDLES SELF FROM EXCITEMENT LOL ...
i cant wait here are some of the photographers ill be working with whilst out there:

Aaron Hawks,Heidi Calvert,Erik koll,Victor,Collin Rae,perry gallagher,michael kenney,Ivana,emerick danielle,ML Belanger,Kevin Break,victor beltran

thats just some of them. i cant wait so i got shoots then meeting up with some friends and anyone else who wants to. and then just clearing my head and relaxing i hope.
anyway thats all i have to say really spose i should get some sleep but i dont want to, tbh
the sooner jonny gets back the better so i can go back to my normal ways to bugging him.

i bumped into an ex the other day and i was with my mother and he was just talking away and i really didnt want to listen to him anyway he finished talking and said bye etc and mum was sayin how he wants me back i didnt think so. so i dissagreed about the matter.. then a couple days later he came online saying he still likes me alot and wants to go out... it wouldnt be to bad if i liked him... dont you hate it when u get interest from the people you dont like and then no interest from the people you like??
man i want a bf so i can have one those pics all couples seem to have of them kissing.. its soo sweet.. i guess.

so thats it for now. ....

luv sazaline-x-

song of the day: Portishead: Roads
Mood: Happy but groggy