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find my pics
some of my pics shot with marc blackie was used in a london exhibition .. go to the link and see whether you can find them... its like where wally


so update.

So I thought perfect time for an update,

I wont lie, Im not happy so im not going to start pretending that I am just to make people feel better,
yeah Ive been a wuss lately and been doing nothing but crying. I cant get shit out of my head as much as I try to. I wish I was a stronger person but im not. Im tired of choosing the wrong acquaintances and even more so of being alone.

New years eve has never been a big thing for me and didnt think I would go out my way to make this one any different.

Christmas was ok, same ol really. family arguements alot of travelling and relatives not being too pleased with me. then one of my relatives died the other day, icing on the cake really,

Ive turned into a recluse and not really wanted to see people, pretty much how i will keep it for as long as possible. maybe if i dont get involved with people then that way i wont get hurt, im just tired of everything and tired of being tired, a hate how the one person who helped me get out of feeling like this earlier this year has made me feel so much lower and deeper into this emotional wreck now!.


but anyway I owe more than thanks to Z and the hobo, love you guys, thanks for being there and caring, im sorry for shunning you away. but i guess i need to sort myself out. love you guys xxxxxxxxxx

*You'll be given love
You'll be taken care of
You'll be given love
You have to trust it

Maybe not from the sources
You have poured yours
Maybe not from the directions
You are staring at

Twist your head around
It's all around you
All is full of love
All around you

All is full of love
You just aint receiving
All is full of love
Your phone is off the hook
All is full of love
Your doors are all shut
All is full of love!
** Icelandic part **
All is full of love, all is full of love
All is full of love, all is full of love ...*